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3/13/98, 5:17 PM Rose Monte Blanc is: My nerves feel as though they have been sanded with steel wool. Friday the 13th has certainly lived up to its reputation. I've managed to extricate myself from the beauracratic banalities of my job and am just about to mix up a nice batch of martinis. Thank you God, for gin. So civilized of you.
3/13/98, 5:33 PM nate nate masturbate is: enjoying this 13th of Fridays. The luckiest days of any year. People have been too warped by by this unlucky number 13 thing (a rumor started by our glorious, bigoted, misogynistic forefathers, who probably came up with the whole idea while BBQing someone's mom with the space aliens and OOOO momma what weighs more than a duck goddamn if the free masons don't run this town.) On the other hand, the rumor of martinis were started by a bartender in gold-rush era San Francisco who was given a nugget of gold by some lucky prospector and told to invent a drink. And ahhh... it is time for one of them. SCREEEEEYAH! And to hell with civilility.
3/13/98, 7:25 PM tbone is: I'm about ready to scream at the web text-to-speech that was just added to the Kodiak webpage. i can't understand it, and people like to put retarded things in it. The next person who puts "test" or "hi" in it, I'll find their ip and strangle them with their own mouse cord.
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3/13/98, 8:14 PM spy is: thinking... again...
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3/13/98, 9:16 PM Xenakaboom is: Downloading obscene pictures of Bettie Page from alt.binaries.gothic, and thinking about how the whole BDSM phenomena has had an influence on my fashion choices since 1981.
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3/13/98, 9:32 PM sarah is: wondering if i'm pregnant.
3/13/98, 9:50 PM kymmi is: me too sarah, me too.
3/13/98, 10:04 PM nate is: definately not preggers. Drunk though, friends, romans, countrymen. Drunksters yessirreee.
3/13/98, 11:17 PM PetRock is: Playing. Staying up too late. Feeling sleepy. Tired. Eyes burning.
3/14/98, 10:04 AM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: just finishing listening to Washington D.C.'s top 20 countdown...
3/14/98, 10:05 AM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: just finishing listening to Washington D.C.'s top 20 countdown...
3/14/98, 10:42 AM Becky is: hey, wandering around your website. eating cookie dough...
3/14/98, 11:37 AM nate is: verrrry mellow. "Do you get stupid up there? Do people get stupid? There isn't much air up there" "Uh, well, hm, no, not, uhm..." "Stupid?" "Yeah."
3/14/98, 6:55 PM Lived O' Loot is: I am hot. I am tired. Cough, cough. And I'm looking for love in all the wrong places...
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3/14/98, 11:16 PM nate is: thinkened. four words h a s h.
3/15/98, 0:32 AM tucker is: I'm listening to every midi on my computer. just great. i feel great pain in thinking what to write. i hope it turns out good. why doesn't someone else just write this for me. try my page
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3/15/98, 12:54 PM patrick is: nothing much, looking for images for my page. writing mail and listning to the nimrod CD.
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3/15/98, 1:51 PM Dashka is: I'm still sitting right in the middle of Babylon, smoking joint (and digging in my nose)
3/15/98, 2:13 PM Pete is: Listening to "Don't Leave Me This Way" by Jimmy Somerville. Or was it by The Communards? Bronski Beat? I don't know anymore. But it is Jimmy's voice - I do know that. Ooops, songs almost over...Ain't Necessarily So is up next...
3/15/98, 2:14 PM nate is: recovering from his run. Running is such a degrading activity. Especially if you are like me, and you can't keep up with anything that is "good" for you. So I am always "starting to run again." I don't know how long it will last this time, but hopefully I will keep in mind how awful the "first run" is, and keep it up. My lungs are telling me how much they hate my pot smoking. I should be spitting this crap into a jar or something, so that at the end of my pulminary revolt I can quantify just how bad I've been to myself. I wish I'd stop sweating. At least I'm not breathing like grampa anymore. Excuse me, I need to find a jar.
3/15/98, 2:23 PM is: sounds alot like me
3/15/98, 2:41 PM PetRock is: Thinking that a whole box of Little Debbie Swiss Cake rolls eaten in one sitting can't be good for anyone and realizing that if I had a box of Little Debbie Swiss Cake rolls, I probably wouldn't stop at 1 either....
3/15/98, 8:05 PM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: Giggling at PetRock. Two celophane packages is usually my limit at one sitting. That means 4 servings per box. LOL. But, Cheetos Cheese Puffs is a whole other story! *grin*
3/15/98, 8:25 PM PM is: Barf toes. Sneeky nose. Roll your tongue and strike a pose. Leftover spam has away with things. What's love got to do with it? Suddenly I cramped my Roesnhertz. Buckle me loud and say it's rover. That'll be fifteen thousand dollars, please. Stunk
3/15/98, 9:55 PM rejetez votre nate is: Dieu baise le surr�aliste Je vous baise tout
3/15/98, 10:29 PM Sleepy is: Gehen zu Bett zu gehen. K�sse sind nett, aber nette grosse Umarmungen sind netter.
3/16/98, 1:19 AM Maga is: Mysle o tym, ze Internet jest prawdziwa Wieza Babel. Nie ma znaczenia, jakiego jezyka uzywasz. Why we are so lonely?
3/16/98, 2:04 AM kelsey is: i'm stuck up here in snobby bitch land. help!
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3/16/98, 8:20 AM Nope Nope Nope is: Sitting here thinking: If it looks like a duck, and walks like a duck, then it must be a duck.
3/16/98, 8:41 AM Paul is: Getting ready to get married on Saturday!
3/16/98, 9:37 AM nate is: entering the first day of finals with a bang. Well, I wish, anyway. I am also considering letting the neighborhood know I am awake via a high-decibel tirade of cheesey homegrown techno. h,m,m.
3/16/98, 9:39 AM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: asking Sorabji to make a face for the camera... :)
3/16/98, 9:46 AM guess who is: wishing our man about Sorabji would close his mouth... it draws flies... :)
3/16/98, 2:34 PM kymmi-poo is: i am thinking of getting a sugar daddy. and i am moved by the posting of the 15. cause that is how i feel about my cello. i think i will go pick him up tonight and practice.
3/16/98, 6:12 PM Today's final is over so now there is: only Wednesday to contend with. Not that there is much to Wednesday, only my last two finals. And those should be a breeze at this pathetic excuse for a public university.
3/16/98, 9:34 PM Ridin is: Sitting here and thinking of things to come, and hoping I'm doing the right thing. http://members.tripod.com/~RidinBareBack/index.html
3/16/98, 9:44 PM TBone is: I'm being so tired. tired, tired, tired... I didn't sleep this weekend... I don't know why, I just didn't get around to it. I tried something I read about grapefruit juice. It has some chemical that destroys the enzymes that go after the little caffeines in your blood and take them apart. That means that caffeine lasts longer and better. It also helps prevent or remove the tolerance to caffeine. It worked WAY too well. I learned to play knightmare chess this weekend too. I beat Phantom who I've never beat at chess. I beat him the very first game. Checkmate! I was very excited. Now I'm just numb. Coffee is only keeping my heart functioning right now. I hurt.
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3/16/98, 9:55 PM Cole E. Farrell is: I am working on my webpage. I have created this big monster of a site, and the whole thing just won't seem to fit together. I have worked at this for 2 years, why does it still look like shit? I have been told I have the talent, but that talent just won't click. I have seen the great sites, I know what makes a site good. But I can't settle for good. I can't rest until I can beat out some of the best. I won't be happy until I can bea Derk powazek on a web design competition. I better get used to being unhappy, huh? Life sucks, I know firsthand. I mean, I am 15, no one will ever see my podunk site anyways, but to me, and maybe only for right now, this page is the most important thing to me in the world. Thanks for taking time out of your schedules to hear me bitch.
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3/16/98, 10:31 PM nemmine is: i'm looking at the abovementioned page, and all i can say is, "huh?"
3/16/98, 11:08 PM Ridin is: looking at the abovementioned abovemention and thinkin...what dafuk......dude, put something on that page worth lookin at.
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3/16/98, 11:42 PM Dani is: LOL@Dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3/16/98, 11:47 PM nate is: thinking that maybe the problem rests in "I know what makes a site good" and "I won't rest until I beat out some of the best". Relax. Use instinct instead of knowledge. Breed that "I am 15 and the only one to touch my genetalia" angst into a demented monster of passionate hatred. "Knowing" is about the worst thing you can do with anything. It keeps you from sensing (as in seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling and feeling.) "for art to exist, for any sort of aesthetic activity or perception to exist, a certain phys iological precondition is indispensable: intoxication" -nietzsche nietzsche was a bastard. don't listen to him. especially if you're 15. Do without trying. Just like Yoda said. And fuck the world. Do it for yourself.
3/16/98, 11:51 PM TBone is: What *AM* I doing?!
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3/16/98, 11:51 PM Ridin is: Hey!!! Look everybody, Cole E. Farrell is stuck in sucky webpage land!!! HELP HIM!!
3/17/98, 0:46 AM kelsey is: quackin.
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3/17/98, 1:14 AM molloy is: I have diarrhea. All night I sit at my computer or I sit on my toilet or in front of my TV. Or listen to music. Am listening to a John Lee Hooker disc, now. Before that it was Coltrane. I got them runny rectum blues.
3/17/98, 2:54 AM christopher is: turning thirty. today. this really sucks, mark.
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3/17/98, 6:20 AM Pete is: Wishing Christopher a happy birthday...it's not so bad once you get used to the idea...
3/17/98, 10:50 AM nate is: thinking very slowly. burnt. 30 isn't old. It was old when I turned 10, but it isn't old now. Old is how old your grandparents are (or would be.) Trust me.
3/17/98, 10:52 AM jag is: i am going to report you to the authorities.
3/17/98, 12:20 PM Budman is: Doing the stay at home dad thing... wondering how I can get babes like Billy C. Staying home with the kids all day really makes you want to cop a feel of some of the hot female neighbors.....
3/17/98, 1:00 PM Dave is: thinking what nasty little creatures cats are.
3/17/98, 1:13 PM Alice in Land land is: Welcoming Mark to the modern world and the sense of dislocation which can only get worse before it gets better. Money makes the world go around and all good things must come to an end, blah blah, i no longer mourn the little institutions replaced by shiny big coroporate beasts (well, o.k., there was Doby's with the guy that made those transcendent pouffy omelets that's been gone probably 15-20 years and I still remember it), i get a strange itchy desire to cry when someplace that looked promising that I've only visited a couple of times is already gone with the wind... it's not worth it to shop anymore, learn where the bargains are... i'm developing this treadmill feeling, like i'm on a people mover going by an endless array of stores, new stores, redesigned stores, multiplying at a fantastic rate... i think i'll stay home from now on, as long as it stays there...
3/17/98, 3:36 PM kat is: Trying to figure out if Mark's gesture on the office cam is more of a royal wave to all his loyal subjects, or a Sean Penn-esque get that camera outta my face!
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3/17/98, 3:46 PM Jenny is: Sitting. I am sitting on my butt. I am sitting on my butt trying to get over a broken heart. I am sitting on my butt, trying to get over a broken heart, and trying to find someone to break my heart. I am sitting on my butt, trying to get over a broken heart, trying to find someone to break my heart, and looking to see if the dog just peed on the rug. I am sitting on my butt, trying to get over a broken heart, trying to find someone to break my heart, looking to see if the dog just peed on the rug, and talking on the phone. I am sitting on my butt, trying to get over a broken heart, trying to find someone to break my heart, looking to see if the dog just peed on the rug, talking on the phone, and gazing upon the one who broke my heart. I am sitting on my butt, trying to get over a broken heart, trying to find someone to break my heart, looking to see if the dog just peed on the rug, talking on the phone, gazing upon the one who broke my heart... and having a pretty damn fine time of it, too!!
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3/17/98, 4:30 PM Dani is: Thinking.. Swingin' Dick...or was it Swingin'Dik?? Hmmm...
3/17/98, 5:00 PM kymmi is: thinking of jazz rhythms. feeling my calloused fingers on the keyboard. practiced last night. loved it. gunna do it again tonight. ir is called a rampage.
3/17/98, 7:13 PM jack is: Here I sit waiting for football to start again. Next year has to be better than the last one. What up in N.Y. Nice here about 78 right now .
3/17/98, 8:30 PM is: looking at your website
3/17/98, 9:56 PM nate is: being studious. drinking beer. happy.
3/17/98, 9:57 PM nate is: stoopid.
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3/17/98, 11:06 PM Wetfly is: I stand corrected...shoulda been "dik"
3/17/98, 11:13 PM Shay is: Waiting anxiously for my guy to get home...and also vegging out to some great tunes.
3/18/98, 0:30 AM Pennster is: Waiting for my man...my pizza...my love
3/18/98, 8:02 AM Dani is: Wasnt correcting anyone, just remembering a night when that name was used on someone thats all.
3/18/98, 11:22 AM Budman is: Just got back from Sam's going to cut the grass....finally stopped raining in Dallas, high of 80 today.........
3/18/98, 12:35 PM emmanuel is: hello, i'm french and live at reims . I 'm in a cybercafe near the famous cathedral of reims and i looking your pretty face.take a smile please!! and sorry but i 'm not a topless woman...
3/18/98, 12:51 PM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: Looking out my bedroom window at yet another day of grayness and rain. Blah. Then I decide to do a spontaneous snow dance... lalala lala la lalala la
3/18/98, 12:59 PM nate is: tired. verrry verrry tired. psychedelica.
3/18/98, 1:07 PM TBone is: Really really tired. All the time tired. I'm going to go sleep in Sociology now. This class has ended... sigh.
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3/18/98, 3:48 PM can is: paging mark thomas
3/18/98, 6:07 PM Christopher & Anne is: Nous sommes en train de regarder le site, et les autres sites relies a hell.com, pour essayer de comprendre. Juste comprendre.
3/18/98, 8:04 PM nate is: thinking le fran�ais suce. Even Beckett recanted and translated into english. Ahh. "...thoughts came to me of cruelty, the kind that smiles." -Beckett
3/18/98, 10:30 PM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: crying.
3/18/98, 10:56 PM Ellen is: Desperately wishing someone would send me some really kinky, erotic e mail...I'm lonely.
3/19/98, 0:30 AM TBone is: Wishing I had the required inspiration and libido to send erotic email. I don't know how to talk sex... Are there lessons for that stuff?
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3/19/98, 1:42 AM Ridin is: It's who ya know, T-Bone. http://members.tripod.com/~RidinBareBack/index.html
3/19/98, 3:50 AM b�rd is: i found myself laughing like her.
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3/19/98, 9:54 AM blindswine is: listening to Jeremy go on about his mom's cooking. Apparently she is the Voluptuous Virtuoso of the Baking World, the Master of Mixology, the Culinary Artiste Extroardinaire... divert your eyes, mere mortals! for the Maestro of Muffins is in the House... ahem... and on that note, i think i'll get back to work.
3/19/98, 9:55 AM blindswine is: listening to Jeremy go on about his mom's cooking. Apparently she is the Voluptuous Virtuoso of the Baking World, the Master of Mixology, the Culinary Artiste Extroardinaire... divert your eyes, mere mortals! for the Maestro of Muffins is in the House! ahem... and on that note, i think i'll get back to work.
3/19/98, 9:57 AM blindswine is: listening to Jeremy go on about his mom's cooking. Apparently she is the Voluptuous Virtuoso of the Baking World, the Master of Mixology, the Culinary Artiste Extroardinaire... divert your eyes, mere mortals! for the Maestro of Muffins is in the House! ahem... and on that note, i think i'll get back to work.
3/19/98, 10:08 AM blindswine is: listening to Jeremy go on about his mom's cooking. Apparently she is the Voluptuous Virtuoso of the Baking World, the Master of Mixology, the Culinary Artiste Extroardinaire... divert your eyes, mere mortals! for the Maestro of Muffins is in the House! ahem... and on that note, i think i'll get back to work.
3/19/98, 10:16 AM blindswine is: listening to Jeremy go on about his mom's cooking. Apparently she is the Voluptuous Virtuoso of the Baking World, the Master of Mixology, the Culinary Artiste Extroardinaire... divert your eyes, mere mortals! for the Maestro of Muffins is in the House! ahem... and on that note, i think i'll get back to work.
3/19/98, 2:06 PM nate is: wondering how Blindswine could have been doing that for over 20 minutes.
3/19/98, 4:20 PM EMILIO RAMILO is: I WILL WON SOME INFORMATION ABOUT PAYPHOE PRODUTS. THANKEW
3/19/98, 4:46 PM Ellen is: lying in my own wetness.
3/19/98, 4:57 PM Andy is: I am.
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3/19/98, 7:51 PM is: dieing slowly
3/19/98, 8:26 PM sure is: quiet in here, ain't it?
3/19/98, 9:44 PM ben is: I'm sick
3/19/98, 9:56 PM Shay is: Really wanting a good friend to talk to...I've had it with my so called friends. I found a band called Caroline's Spine...really great CD. And for Nate I love your posts.
3/19/98, 10:22 PM slacker is: i'm packin a bowl and thinkin about eatin somethin
3/20/98, 0:02 AM Caroline is: I am sitting on my duff waiting till tomorrow to watch "Jerry Springer." hee hee hee. Thinking about going to 7-11 to go get a slurpee.
3/20/98, 0:10 AM slacker is: packin another bowl. my cat is watching me.
3/20/98, 2:12 AM Hannah is: Waiting for Dave Letterman to come on, and hoping that this damn thing wont crash again.
3/20/98, 3:50 AM nate is: thinking cats like to smoke bowls. now i will be very lame because someone has complimented me. I am so fucked up. Art Bell is talking about psychedelic consciousness. The blue apples were simply symbolic of all psychedelic plants. Art Bell has gone to shit lately. I want to say "then again everything has", but i really don't feel so angsty. I think life is pretty good right now. Ever since i decided to always win at Uno, i've won 11 out of 12 games. i smell god in every psychic action i take. it scares me, really. i've been such an atheist all my life. i think it is a result of psychic phenomena being so out of my "logic set." now, whenever i see evidence os psychic phenomena, my "logic set" gets rattled, and everything that is outside my "logic set" starts to become possible. No, probable. In fact, for awhile after each I would say my reason and logic is so estranged from truth that i might be considered slightly insane. I guess I have about 33% of normalacy, and then 33% of extreme and 33% of extreme opposite. It swings like a pendulum; a cycle. I read in scientific american that many geniuses were manic depressive. 25% of the time I decide I must be a genius because I am manic depressive. 75% of the time I just realize that I'm fucking nuts. I love to say that, fucking nuts. FOOOKING NOOOOOTS. yeah. Purely self satisfying, this really must be awful to everyone but me, now.
3/20/98, 7:00 AM Jim aka PajamaBoy is: Proposing. Marry me Nate.
3/20/98, 7:37 AM Dani is: Worried sick about Ridins trip today. Be safe and have a great time BUT..if for any reason you wanna leave, get a cab and go to a hotel and change your flight...either go home or come here..We'll getcha back home on Monday. Good luck Hoochie. Uh, Nate, I had better have an invitation to your big day with Jim..Ridin and I can be like Flower girls...kleenex please...
3/20/98, 11:42 AM nate is: waking up. I have to go to LA today. This is depressing. I've never been proposed to before. I'll have to talk to my girlfriend before I can give you a real answer, but I don't think she would be too keen on the idea. But then, who knows? Maybe Dani and Ridin have a chance as flower girls. But Dani, you can probably put your kleenex back now.
3/20/98, 12:40 PM Dani is: Thinking that today makes 2 months since I talked to him...wow..feels more like 2 years.I'm sure in 2 years I'll still miss him as much as I do right this minute.
3/20/98, 12:46 PM kym-kym-bo-bym is: i am noticing mark looking exasperated in the office cam. thinking about eating, cause i haven't recently. wondering what it is like to be in love withome one and they love you back. and no mark, it wasn't me, but thank you for gracing me with e-mail.
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