Im having a rare random surf just peeking at peoples homepages to get some ideas for mine, cos its so lame. Im stuffed from eating a big dinner, and thinking about how my belly shouldnt be so bursting that its hard to breathe. *burp* thats better...... Oh, and wanting some Pringles. Im a pig.

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working hard for the money.....

trying to stop thinking about how much i want a boyfriend or just a person to shower affection on....

ugh i hate having romantic thoughts in the middle of the day.

i got a tattoo now i need someone to show it to.

i wish renae would come over here cause she said she would...and she lives all the way over there is this is easier for me...etc. etc...it all comes back to me.

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thinking of the time I met someone from the internet...a life changing experience...

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in love with life. it is better that way.

to all the women who have ever been in bed with a crying, masturbating man... how could you do that? that is awful.

Wondering how one sends hug-waves across the miles...

Showing Dani how hug-waves are sent over the miles....

((((((( Dani )))))))

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Listening to Laurie Anderson and hangin'

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twisted. But only today.

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NOT masturbating and crying about it.

Wondering why he was crying if he was masturbating? Didn't he enjoy it?

Remembering an old housemate who had a date with someone in his office. He brought her back to the house. 1/2 hour later she left. He told us she got him excited so he pulled it out and wanted her to take care of it for him. Felt that it was her fault for getting him excited. She refused. Good for her. He was a pig.

thinking it is okay for a guy to mastrubate...

i wish they would do that and think about me.

i have only met one that did...but he lives in california.

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Totally agreeing with Kymical!!!!!!!!! Thanks Jim...much appreciated..with any kinda luck, he will feel the hug I mentally sent him...

lonely, confused and depressed. Why does my life backfire in my face? I need someone I can really talk to. Not just these evasive friends.

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Still contemplating the scary internet vistor..

The thing is, he used tissues for his tears.. But my bedsheets for his cum rag.

To respond to the the earlier comment: Sure, guys can masturbate thinking about me. That's A-Okay. Ruining my bedsheets and putting me in fear of my life is NOT okay. Beware.

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Wondering... If one fears for their life from a stranger's cum on their bedsheets, why for the love of God, would he be in one's bed WITHOUT a condom on, and #2, if he was that much of a stranger, and you were that frightened, how on God's green earth, did he end up in your bed and allowed to go the "distance"...alone or otherwise.

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Exactly Ridin!

Hello , a newbie here. Just trying to see exactly how this all works

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Jump in Laura...

This place is highly addictive...

Just remember to wipe your feet on the way out...

Coveting the can of Pringles on Mark's desk.

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Wondering why the boy wonder doesn't have to hit his desk at 9am like the rest of us poor suckas!

Enjoying my first day on the new temp job so far.

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that goddamn can of pringles has been there for days. it must be empty. it MUST be.

he's just tormenting us.

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watching mark's empty desk, thinking about time again - in two weeks minus five hours i'll be *exactly* in the same time zone as mark only i will have had a fortnight's worth of hours and so will mark - we will have the same time only i'll have to do some all over again.

Or something.

saying "Good morning, Mark" - "Watcha got for breakfast?"

standing on the verge of gettin' it on...

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thinking all you good folk must have been more productive than me in the last couple of hours - hey there mark! just why *don't* you move those pringles for us?

Concerning the internet visitor..

You seem to be making a lot of assumptions. One is that I slept with him, or allowed him to get into my bed. I never touched this man. After he started screaming and crying, and I left to GET THE POLICE, he got into my bed WITHOUT my permission and jacked off (to get back at me for not eloping with him, as he told the police later). He also took a steak knife and put it into my mattress. I was not afraid of his semen on my sheets. I was afraid of getting my throat slashed.

Does that clarify things?

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Considering myself lucky that I only walked away with some razor burn and not a knife in the mattress...LOL

thinking the plot thickens and offering words of advice....next time meet a total stranger in a public place instead of your home.

Thinking that Eggplant should NEVER meet a stranger off of the internet in her home. Or give him the address. Or phone number. Could it be that she brought this on herself???

Wondering why Jim is in Sorabji.com if it is his first day on the new job? ;-)

Wondering why I can't see the Pringles anymore?

Was more worried about being f*cked to death rather than being stabbed to death.

..........in a heartbeat.

I'm thinking that it was a mistake to think people would actually walk away with the message I intended to send by relaying my story.. Which is, be careful when you meet someone, even when you think you are protecting yourself. I had friends with me the whole time; I was never alone with him. If I had been alone, a lot worse things could have happened. I will always be greatful for that.

Did I bring it on myself? I guess as much as my friend brought it on herself to be raped last month when she went jogging at 11PM by herself, or when my best friend brought it upon himself to be shot to death last year when he decided to walk down a busy street and a lunatic started spraying bullets out of a car window.

I suppose the only way people will not be blamed for the crimes inflicted upon them is if they sit at home, locked in the closet. Unless of course, you buy shoddy closet locks. Then, it's your fault when someone kicks the door down.

dear eggplant, thank you for sharing your story with us. i know it must be difficult for you right now. you opened a door for trust and friendship and you were taken advantage of by a sick, sick person.

i was raped in college, and the hardest part to deal with was not the recurring nightmares, but rather the people who blamed me for "asking" for it. what were you wearing, they asked. why did you go on a date with him, they asked.

it's a psychological tactict people use for self-protection. it's too scary for them when they realize they, too, could become a victim at any given moment. so they look for something the victim did wrong to convince themselves that they are "too smart" for it to happen to them.

all you did was trust. you don't deserve to be so invaded. no one asks to be victimized. hang in there. if you want to talk about it, e-mail me.

you will be in my thoughts.

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Ok...first you come on here and announce that you were scared because some total stranger that you met off the net jerked the fuck off and cried in your bed. Then, you go on to announce that although the jerkin' off in your bed happened, you never touched him and he was just getting back at you for not fucking him. In the next series of events, you announce that you were not alone, that you had friends with you. Then, to top it ALL off, you compare your little group activity, life threatning, story changing dilemma to stray bullets and rape..call me a total fuckin' idiot but if a woman goes jogging at 11:00PM alone, in the 90's mind you, aint that the same thing as leaving your apartment door unlocked and inviting someone to rob you? No, thats not saying that anyone ASKS for trouble but a little common sense goes a long way. Excuse us for pointing that little minor detail out to you. YOU are responsible for your own safety and welfare. You could have met that freak in a bar, a restaurant, a park, or anywhere else for that matter. Just because you happened to have met him on the internet does not mean a damn thing. If you dont want opinions and comments from others, then maybe you shouldnt share your experiences with people. I have sympathy for people who dont deserve and AVOID bad things from happening, not people who dont take care of themselves. Sorry.

thinking that you AND your friends must live in a closet since you are CLUELESS to the fact that we live in the 90's and ....times...they are a changing. NO..no one DESERVES to have crime inflicted upon them...HOWEVER...one is responsible for their own self-preservation...and if one is ignorant enough to go jogging alone...at 11PM at night, they are setting themselves up. ...do you not read the papers, watch the news, or do you and your friends think you are invincible?

Ridin, I pray to God no one you love is ever sexually assaulted. I have the feeling you might not be so eager to tell a rape victim she "set herself up for it" when she is your girlfriend, your sister, or your mother. Please e-mail me. I would rather continue this conversation in a less public forum.

Thank you so much, Eudoxia. Bless you for being so kind; It's an online rarity, it seems.

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I'm currently removing this website as a bookmark. I hope you people are more kind when a friend comes to you for support. God knows you sure do know how to make someone feel unwelcome. Do you think your comments help me now? Do you think I'm not beating myself up enough for this? Do you think I need you to tell me these things? I obviously already know them.

I come here to relax and enjoy.. Not to be berated and insulted by a group of people when I open up and share a painful story. Why are you attacking me? What did I ever do to you?

Don't bother writing back; I won't return. You have successfully made someone who wanted to share her story so others wouldn't make the same mistake feel like shit. Congratulations. I hope you feel smug now.

i don't understand why that happened. this isn't a rape victim's forum. it is what are you doing? not, what are you bitching about?

~sigh~ kymmi met a guy!

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Informing Miss thing up there that I also starting coming here to express my feelings to a friend and I was constantly being bashed and insulted by some of the rudest, ignorant, self centered people on the planet. Same goes for Ridin. She also used this page to express herself. Lighten up, dont take everything so personal, thats what I learned and now we intentionally come here and mess around just to show people that we wont run from anyone or what people say. Or, you may wanna go to another message board like I do when I dont want be insulted. There are lots of other sites that you can go to and actually find NICE people to talk with. Some of these people are nice, some are just honest, and some are just hurtful. Gotta take the good with the bad.

choosing new faces. discarding past places. tonight i'm gonna strap my new soul to the back of the spiritstride and shoot my ethereal ass across some sexy stratosphere where there's nothing but looooove...

just let me make it to the wishing well...

it's bidding time.

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Feeling disgust and anger over the way certain Sorabjiites treated Eggplant. Come on guys.

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Disgust and anger Jim?

Or is it heartburn? *G*

Sorry, but I agree with Dani - nobody in the 90's invites strangers from the internet into their homes. No matter how well you think you "know" them, you never can know what goes on in his/her heart. You'll be playing with fire otherwise...as Eggplant found out.

Of course no one deserves that kind of shit to happen to them, but we live in a shitty world.

Better to meet on neutral territory first. Figure out if this is a person you want to let into your life before you let him into your home.

well needless to say. eggplant hates us, so why don't we just drop it?

what do ya say guys?

friends?

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So glad I spent the entire day at home. Today was a very warm and breezy day. Right now It's a very warm breezy night. Perfect weather to be holding hands with someone while taking a really long walk and talking.

sitting here enjoying the beautiful night

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Clarifying my standpoint. I agree, a neutral meeting would have been advised, but that's water under the bridge in Eggplant's case. Her lack of judgement in know way deserved the kind of talk leashed upon her. Talk about kicking someone when they're already down.

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Asking Jim this: How fuckin' stupid does one have to be to put herself in a sticky situation (no pun intended) and then complain about it? For Gods sake, getta grip on the real world. You lost sight on the entire point we were making. And, keep in mind there is usually 2 sides to every story. Do you have any clue how many men in our country are falsely accused of illegal sexual acts? If only Eggplants walls could talk..betcha they would have a whole different story to tell. Who knows and who really gives a shit but that story seems a little odd if you ask me. Maybe I'm just a bitch but I've always been taught that when you play with fire, you sometimes get burned. I watch Jerry Springer alot and even HE never had a story about a total stranger walking in someones house and relieving himself in a total strangers bed. If it smells like fish, stay the hell away from it...

Wondering what kind of trip dani is on. Jesus! I've said all I'm gonna say about this topic.

Wondering why it's not OK to make a stupid mistake ONCE. Or even twice.

Reading my Websters... Mis-take, n. To err in opinion or judgment; blunder; fault. Example: Dialing a wrong number when making a phone call. Stupid,a. struck senseless; foolish; dull in intellect; nonsensical. example: Knowing damn well that doing something may very well hurt you but doing it anyway without any regard for ones own safety and welfare.

Maybe cuz if you make that stupid mistake once, you might not ever get a chance to make that stupid mistake twice.

You know what I mean?

Enough said.

((((((HUGS)))))) to Kymmy

and

{{{KISSES}}} to PJ

(or should that be the other way round?)

ergling gurgling shmergling heartburn

Thinking my Dani has the most wonderful way with words. your the most incredible woman I have ever run across. I want you Dani.

thinking that guys should say things like that to me. i am eloquently spoken, witty, intelligent, insightful, modest, ego centric....these are the makings of a goddess here people. xoxoxo(pet rock)xoxoxo

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Dear Moved-on-to-a-friendlier-message-board-Eggplant: I have no desire to discuss this privately...perhaps you should have used better judgement as well as shared your personal story via e-mail to the person you were responding to.........again, you have missed the point....the point is not putting "blame" on someone who is raped or victimized....the point is....bad things happen to people who put themselves into bad situations..if I decided to walk across 4 lanes of traffic on the freeway, am I am to blame if I am run over???...and for the record.....and maybe I'm lucky and my number hasn't come up yet, but I'd like to think I have not been victimized because I protect my personal space..and do not put myself in situations or in an environment that may invite a violation of my well-being. And yes, I keep myself locked in my apartment after dark, because, I am a smart woman, who will fight to the bitter end before I am someone's victim.

Does that clarify things?

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circling over ayhuasca land, rippling inside of a 43rd & 3rd neon snake, wondering about times square film-naming theory, observing, Hubble-like, the muttering comings and goings of the bi-dextrous bipeds 114 floors below...and arranging another nitrous drip. Tonal switching transport conundrums....hmm...

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Is No ones Dani...especially someone I dont even know. But, being that I'm a forgiving person, I'll introduce you to Kymmi...Kymmi meet KISA...KISA meet Kymmi...Kymmi girl, this ones very sweet and full of compliments, probably a very good catch for an interested girl, which leaves me totally out!! Oh my, I just had a thought...KISA dear, are you HAIRY???

basking in the afterglow of PetRock's kisses

:)

One of these days we'll talk on the phone again when one of us, gets a 2nd phone line... LOL

Telling Ridin...do your thing girly...bust her ass!!!!

drinking lemonade shanties, ain't nobody here to do me harm, but I'd rather be back in SoHo, than down here on the farm....

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staring. Confused. My dreams become nightmares when they come true at the wrong time. I just want peace. Love, peace, friendship. Backrubs and Ice cream. Is that so difficult? Just someone who cares enough to offer comfort.

Also, reflecting on how much a physical injury damages one psychologically. I broke my wrist last night. I already feel lame. It HAD to be my right wrist. It's hard to type, so I'll stop now.

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wondering why my damn neighbors don't walk their dog when he/she has to potty like all the other throngs of neighbors do. So they just tie it up out back where it barks at the slightest sound/movement. *sigh*

Oh yes, does the plot thicken. You will all love this one, or maybe not.... NEWSFLASH!!! Eggplant = Eudoxia = Eggplant Nice try girl, perphaps you are the internet psycho. Do you have these conversations with yourself often? Did you e-mail yourself too? So, tell us...these friends that were with you on that fateful day...were they friends you could see, or friends only you can hear. Yep Dani...if it smells like fish...it's fishy...LOL

feeling mighty smug right about now. You ROCK RidinHoochieMama!!! I'm done fishin' for the day. My couch and TV are calling my name. Until the next episode of As Sorabji Turns, goodnight and sweet dreams. Uh, a final thought: We must not forget about the little boy that cried wolf. Take care of yourself and each other. And for fuks sake, lock your doors. LOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!

And don't forget to replace the shoddy locks on your closets, everyone!!!

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oh dear me...

work is over...i have to find a guy to pounce.

see ya in two days!!

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