discovering that freezer waffles, naked and without syrup, make a handy morning breakfast while walking out of the door. Two minutes on the lightest toaster setting and Voila! Food to calm the savage stomach til lunch, albeit it bland and cardboardy. Looking forward to a smear of peanut butter tomorrow, waffle sandwich, yum!

relieved, Sarah. i've had good news and bad news, and there's nothing better than good news...

it makes the bills easier to take too...

telling Semilama that I've been basically busy with other things. this site does not work for me at home, so I just basically stopped checking it out, due to necessity.

so nate is getting hitched huh? interesting. that dude is one gorgeous piece of man!

I am still on the prowl for mr. right. far too many "mr. right now's" out there for my taste.

how have you been? please e-mail reply to me, I don't know when I'll check back here again. :)

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about to take her not-so-little sister shoe shopping. the ls wants go-go boots, for crying out loud!

cool white ringer,
with you rick rack cord
a sounding rock,
bring me love
or if not,
show me a secret pathway
to lust

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Mr. Right?

Mr. Close-enough?

Or the dreaded, Mr. Well you'll just have to do?

how about mr. "i know i'm a player, you know i'm a player, why don't we just play then?"

i closed the store by myself on friday night. and two guys tried to chat me up.

but i had work to finish. and i was tired. hell, it was almost midnight.

i miss chats with josh in the parking lot.

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oh no no no. I learned long ago never ever EVER again to even consider "mr. you'll have to do."

:)

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staring

a few weeks ago the Canada PGA tournament was going on just blocks from my house, i've never seen so many SUVs in my life. Patrick would have had a fit, and it made me think of him. Cheap yuppie bastards parked on the roads....

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Thinking about a great magazine called In-formation. Very entertaining. It had an ad for "The Lincoln Landowner". The first two-story SUV.

darn near to setting a new precedent in desperation in Mr. "Met him on AOL" if somebody doesn't get here soon.

wondering if mr. waffles is still around these parts.

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i took my little sister shopping today.

she told me that my personality has changed.

now, instead of shutting everyone out, i'm loud and self-centered.

any thoughts?

hmmm...

have i really become a bubblehead?

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being clean.

I feel like I need a day to recover from this trip. I woke up a half hour after I was supposed to be at work today. it took me 25 minutes from the time I rolled out of bed to the time I walked in the door at work.

I'm going to be eating vodka sauce pasta for the next week! I need to figure out what to do with it besides pasta.

Heading out. Wish me luck.

Pez: Yeah, kinda. I don't know how you were before, but I'm seeing a few bubbles. You're pretty creative when you aren't talking about "guys" or how you look, though.

i knew it.

i used to write poems about blood and love and eating apples.

i used to sit around on the computer all day (what's new?)

i used to avoid people at all costs.

i used to avoid spreading gossip at all costs.

oh gawd, what have i become? i've done so much to improve my life, but am i satisfied?

no.

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plotting to draw the characters in her story that she is continuing.

she thinks braids would look sleeker, more predatorary than dreadlocks.

maybe.

has anyone ever been in a cult?

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laughing.

ha ha!

caterpillars and butterflies!

godhead and demon always share the same face.
you gotta funk for yo' self, sucka!

bling bling pladow? he who has no dread can never fill the ganges.

you gotta dance that nataraja yo' own damn self.

baby, i'm tryin' to make my dance funk divine...

cuz siva is one bad ass muhfucka...

know that!

hey grandpa! let's do the hustle!

yes, werewolves are involved. and possible a cannibal or two.

ahhhhh...literature at it's best.

et tu brute?

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listening to thelonius monk on the all night jazz show. jazz till 4 am.

sippin' coffee and slacking until I can muster the fortitude to go out in this sticky grey crap called weather.

Def Leppard plays the Army Summer concert here tonight. Yippie skippy.

Sitting in the cold computer lab listening to Belle & Sebastian and waiting for my art history lecture to begin.

some "punny" fun. What Sorabji "Mr.(s)" do we have here?

Semillama: Mr. "Dig Me"

Pajama: Mr. "Take Me"

Nate, you get the prize: Mr. "Marry Me"

(Sylly girl's heart just wasn't in it when she took Computer Science, my true calling was English. Sure I would've lasted longer.)

yea, sylly!

that makes me laugh. i needed one.

working 'till midnight tonight. yeeech.

apperently a child dies of malaria somewhere in the world every 30 seconds.

sad.

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Well....

snicker, snicker..I guess there is only one way Waffles qualifies.




Mr. "Eat Me"

we need to have a mr. sorabjite beauty contest.

you know all this stuff by now

Look what Sorabji has done to me! Sylly's a bad, bad girl now!

But I just couldn't resist, after all what are waffles for?

Do forgive me.

saving pictures from the digital camera.

bored stiff and lonely.

bleah.

Archaeology can be a lot of fun, but it can also be fucking monotonous.

trying to breathe calmly....trying to swallow without choking...


wondering where these panic attacks come from and how they can still sneak up on me after having so many.....
shit

Mavis, have you seen anyone ( a doctor ) about that?

What seems to set them off?

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i mentioned it to a doctor once who prescribed medication that made everything much much worse.....
in this case, i think i just caught a nasty cold/sinus deal from all the airports and planes and whatnot. my ears are nearly plugged and my throat is very swollen and each time when i try to swallow, it's too dry and i can't, i absolutley freak out about it. but it's weird, nothing really hurts.
if i don't feel better tomorrow, i will go see someone. in the meantime, lots, of deep breaths, lots of water....

ugh.

morgan freeman:

"where am i, in purgatory?"

chris rock:

"worse, you're in texas."

going dancing on friday. if i can find someone to go with. downtown portland isn't exactly sesame street.

i got a compliment today.

maybe i'll call chris. i heard he's back in town, and he knows portland pretty well...

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blinga-batto-bling.

Mavis. Hate to hear about anybody having to go through that.

Now I don't preach herbs and try to force 'em on folks but if you haven't tried 'em, you might.

I've found while stuck on my un-merry go round of insomnia, anxiety, depression, and stretches of inertia that the soother Valerian does me a good turn. Somebody re-fashioned it's natural properties into a synthetic compound and made oodles of dough when they named it Valuim. Quicker effect but with other little nasties in it and something that makes you addicted.

Herbs don't do that ('cept for the ones we all know about)but you gotta take them faithfully breakfast,lunch and dinner.

Might just keep you calm and steady until you can see a doc and find out what he has to say.

BETTER!!!!
miraculously, my plugged-ear-thick-throat-dry-swallowing- hell turned into a horrible head cold somtime in the night---still iunpleasant but at least familiar. this morning, i did a 15 minute steam inhalation with thyme and melaleuca. also drinking liters and liters of water and three cups of tea so far (slippery elm, mint, clove)...
fisherman's friend=my friend!
i think what really helped was lounging in my room reading erotica all evening......i owe my life to velvety smut!!

..ain't herbs wunnerful?

sleepy.

at least i've got today and tomorrow off.

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pez
whre are you going dancing tomorrow?
because my roommate and i were planning on going out dancing in pdx too....

The Recliners are on Napste,Mike Flowers too!!Yes!!! I have to find something to eat.

Napster

wanting to nap

but need to do some chores since I am off work early.


Nah, think i'll hit the nap first.

after i am done reading these things

Not all herbs are as harmless as one may think ( I used to hawk them , I know alittle bit about it). For example, Valerian Root is good for making you sleepy, but you need to take it for about two weeks 9more or less) so the key phytochemical can build up in your bloodstream. Plus, it smells like old wet socks.

nd then there's everyone's favorite St. John's Wort the "Natural Prozac'. Which it is, but it also can make you hyper sensitive to sunlight and increases the metabolism of other chemicals (such as medicines) in your bloodstream, so it renders them less effective ( one of the reasons you aren't su[pposed to take it if you are on a MAO-inhibitor).

Still, you can't copyright something that grows wild!
Althought you can overharvest it until it goes extinct.

got anything to keep me from needing naps every few minutes?

Always tired... so tired...

yeah, there are these beans you can roast and grind up and brew into this stuff called coffee....does the trick, usually!!!

sorry that i wasted this night

happy birthday dad.

i gave him a cap gun, a piggy bank filled with funny money, and handcuffs.

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i don't know yet. i need to find someone to go with first.

i've never been dancing before. other than at school.

it sounds like fun, so i'll go if i can find a friend who's in town.

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