yippee.. hooray!! yahhoo! away with all those zeroes! 2001. 2001! two thousand and one. two zero zero one..

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Happy New Year Northern Hemisphere.

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rejoicing at my once in a millenium timing..oh one, oh one, oh one, oh one.

Count 'em.

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good for you cat!

It's the small things that keep us going.

I ended up going out to the ranch for some terrific jamaican jerk boneless turkey with fried rice stuffing and some wine, and two cans of Old Milwaukee Light. I then went to the Doghouse, my favorite bar. It was chock full of assholes, you know the type, the ones who only come out to the bar on special occasions and think that it gives thema licence to be fucking obnoxious. That's where I spent the turnover of digits. I hardly knew anyone. The whole reason I went was to actually follow some people I knew out to a party, where there would be some folks i knew. However, they had to leave early and go somewhere else first, but I could follow these other guys I knew sort of from high school days. However, when it came time to go, they too had to go somewhere else first, so they gave me directions. Which got me lost on backroads.

We had six inches of snow and the roads were bad. I am lucky I even made it back to this house. Yes I am sober.

I did get a little peck on the lips form a girl I only vaguely knew, and that's because I had turned accidently when she was intending to give me one on the cheek.
I suppose you must take'em when you can get 'em.

Hope everyone else had a good time.

not vomiting

not vomiting

just happy to be here. life is good, and i am full of guinness. cold guinness. hoofuckingray for that. do you know ray? do you know fucking ray?

listening to tchaikovsky on the bbc. going to sleep. but first, vodka.

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ha mama stork.

fuck.

Le Brain

Looking for a walkthru for my playstation game.

I'm stuck dammit.

And I still havent finished cleaning from the nye party.

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chatting with the little sis.
wandering aimlessly online.
checking out sorabji for the first time cuz the boyfriend likes it.
waiting for my frozen coke.

Still reeling from the incredible time i had... Wow. Happy new year! Who's the boyfriend? Not too thrilled about going to work in the morning though. And my mailbox was jammed full of bills when i got back into town.

Marvelling at what a great day in turned out to be from the croaky ashes of a back-to-work morning.

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listening to the Mike Flowers Pops sing "Don't Cry For Me Argentina"
;)

Getting ready to go out and get together all my friends and throw someone the most awesome birthday party!

Whisper! Right on!Somebody finally has admitted to listening to Mike Flowers,I just love him,I have that C.D.,and I sing that song in the shower,I really get into it.So glad my s/o is back to work,we never made it to Mexico,he had all these household projects going on and he made me work,when I wasn't working,he was trying to put it to me.I need to rest,then I'm coming back here and I'm going to spill my guts.

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Cursing the mass murderer Bush, Shrub, whatever the heck you want to call that nitwit.
God is not pleased with this.

..is gagging at party photos of herself. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? Argggh! Maybe I WILL suffer surgery and a hospital stay to have the grapefruit sized tumor I'm carrying around removed. I look pregnant!! I want my old body back!!

snooty, ill, horny and at home.

due to time constraints. i am only concerned with sorabji 2001.

hope everyone is still alive, and not as close to being an alcoholic as i. 10+ days off from work has proved treacherous.

going to lunch in beverly hills with some asshole collegue of the wife's to discuss independent business plans. i don't trust the cocksucker and i wish my wife had been more assertive on location. crusty boots and cords are criminal over there.

looks like i'll be breaking dress codes and peeing on the tires of aloof lexus'

isn't the plural of lexus "lexi"?

eating popcorn with nutritional yeast on it.

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listening to neil diamond songs. playing scrabble today like it's my job. watching something on public access tv about worldwide tariff cuts since 1973. growth in world trade. cornerstone of GATT. the MFN principle in practice. too bad i don't have the sound turned up. all i'm getting are the slides and the lecturer's gestures. the glecturer's lesters. my ass is tired from sitting so much today. and let me tell you something, i am a guy who knows how to sit.

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Would you sit on me Mark?Like sit on me?Would you like to let me sit on you?Where can we go with this?Love,J

Did you see what I posted? Could you see I was outa my mind!

bloody cats are picking fights.

I watched Bill Maher pick apart the manager of the Ronald Reagan Ranch on PI tonight. That guy was such a loser and suck-up.

Once again I am up way too late. I managed to crawl out of bed at 1pm, but I was stoned last night as well.

I think I will try to go see a movie tomorrow. I also want to find out if my account at Blockbuster is still active, so i can finally rent Magnolia.

Fuck-all, I am looking forward to getting back to work, but not to working.

Back to school, now that my
co-op quarter is over. I was
looking forward to being back, but
I am already seeing the tension
and dislike of 90% of the
population rise again. Work is so
much easier, with the smaller
personality pool. Although I had
to put on different faces for my
boss, the clients, and my
workmates. Exhausting. School is
at least easier because I only
have to wear one.

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I am lucid now,I bought presents for Alecia for Christmas,but her mother who I will call S.B.(for shitbag) could not be bothered.She finally brought her over yesterday,only cause the case worker scared her.So she's here now,and has a really bad cold.I need to take her to a doctor and to buy her some clothes,she is so cute.I can't get over what a S.B.,her mom is.Some people just don't deserve to have kids. Heather moved back home too.

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I watching someone configure my laptop through PCAnywhere. It's rather bizarre. Not to mention boring. Im not entirely sure that he knows what he's doing. To entertain myself Im alternately entering rude comments in any dialogue box that he is about to type into and surfing on my desktop computer for rude websites to get more rude comment ideas with which to taunt my laptop configurer. (Not that your site was what I was looking for. Just happened upon it. Really.)

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wondering about the logic behind picking the guy who wanted to get rid of the energy dept as its new head, and about picking a pro-development advocate for interior.

Goodbye, enviroment!

Thinking about fathers and sons. My father is awesome and wonderful, and I hope that I can fit the bill, as I am now taking full time care of my six year old. I hope I am more Obi-Wan than Darth Vader. P.S. I love Betany.

Who?

I just watched Lynch's Dune on the scifi channel. They edited out my favorite scene, when the Baron finger-fucks the slave boy's heartplug

Wondering how I got here from where I was.

you and me both, pal

I enjoyed your newest story Mark and it kind of made me sad,I like classical music,but know zero about playing any instrument,if I were to ever talk to you,I'd probably bore you,unless you like dirty joke.

thinking about how I love playing the flute and wishing i practiced more. Oh well

Thinking same as Sadie. A total of 6 years combination of voice and guitar lessons and all I can do is sqwack like a chicken being slaughtered. My g-playing sounds like someone sawing door hinges.

Having a pretty good start to the new year. My brother will only have to spend 8 months in jail instead of 2 years IF he can behave himself. My sister gets out of REHAB next month IF she can behave herself and my Mom can hopefully survive all her childrens fuck ups somehow.
For once I am the only child thats not in any kinda shit. My life is great right now even though I still drink on occasion.
I found my husbands long lost daughter and we have been e-mailing each other every day. She is currently at my mother-in-laws place in Manhattan. She's now 15 years old.
I guess thats it.

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thinking that her flute playing sounds better than squeaky door hinges hopefully.........

just started reading the first Harry Potter book. I finished all the books I brought with and the three I got for xmas. I must say, Rowlings is quite a change from Philip K. Dick.

sitting here in pajamas wondering why the walls in this house refuse to hold posters. its really a pain in the ass to go through the house every morning and try to hang half of them back up. Especially when they are five feet across. the Being John Malkovich one is anyway.
also wondering when the egocentric phase of development will finally end.
kissing skooter. who spelled my screenname wrong.
:)

feeling deeply, profoundly sad. {but don't tell anyone, ok?} i just got to work and all i want to do is go home and take a valium and get in bed and cry myself to sleep and hope i don't wake up til sunday. or monday. or march.


i'm hoping it's just hormones.

contemplating laundry and trying to brush cat hairs off my nose.

oh man. I just started fencing lessons at a fencing facility. The stabby stick game, yes, not the how much for the stolen stereo game.

I just got some music by Regurgitator and I like it. I am wearing green leather shoes and am going to go to a surprise birthday party tomorrow. I was dancing in the office today because I was having fun.

meatloverspizza.com is not taken. what a disgustingly great domain. I suppose I should do something with www.fooders.com before I go with any more sick food related websites.

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my grandfather was a fencer. when i was cleaning my apartment yesterday i found a couple of his medals - one from '36 and one from '38. I also found a basketball and what i think is a handball medal.

Wondering why I have such fuckin' ugly feet. And why Six can't wait to bury her face in my funky shoes when I take them off as I come in the door. Which always makes me glad to be home.

(Cats are proof that there is a loving God running the universe...)

Wondering when this this cold snap here in FL is gonna to end. (Got my electric bill today & it was a hundred bucks!)

Trying to look up 'passacaglias'.

And glad/after 5 mos. of nothing/to see 2 new stories from Mark in a single week!

(A Belated Happy New Year to you, Yr Markness:)

Listening to the last cut on the "Bossa Nova" soundtrack I got last week.

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she phoned me at 10am this morning, and having had only 4 hours of sleep at that point (hit the bed at 6am) i was no ball of sunshine. Not that i usually am.
"so..i just called to see if you were coming today" she said. Coming? what? fuck? sleep? wedding?
wedding. her brothers wedding. Or wedding reception rather, as they got married on a boat. I do like her brother, and being the best friend, i'm sort of like his siter too. But he married one of her (the callers) closest friends, a ditzy country bumpkin girl who got pregnant at 17 to ensure that she would never have to get a job or continue school, so she latched on to the callers older brother, 10 years her seniour and desperate for a mother for his child. Both idiots. A match made in heaven.
I thought it was set that i would not be attending, chosing to not take the 3 hour drive in the snow to watch someone else's family get drunk and lie about how happy they are that this obviously doomed union is taking place. It seemed obvious to me anyway. Clearly not though, judging by her semi-snarky "okaybye" when she hung up after my answer of a half coughing, half grumbling: "uh-uhhhhh....no"
i thought it was obvious. Wonder how long till she calls me again. Roll over, go back to sleep.

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she phoned me at 10am this morning, and having had only 4 hours of sleep at that point (hit the bed at 6am) i was no ball of sunshine. Not that i usually am.
"so..i just called to see if you were coming today" she said. Coming? what? fuck? sleep? wedding?
wedding. her brothers wedding. Or wedding reception rather, as they got married on a boat. I do like her brother, and being the best friend, i'm sort of like his siter too. But he married one of her (the callers) closest friends, a ditzy country bumpkin girl who got pregnant at 17 to ensure that she would never have to get a job or continue school, so she latched on to the callers older brother, 10 years her seniour and desperate for a mother for his child. Both idiots. A match made in heaven.
I thought it was set that i would not be attending, chosing to not take the 3 hour drive in the snow to watch someone else's family get drunk and lie about how happy they are that this obviously doomed union is taking place. It seemed obvious to me anyway. Clearly not though, judging by her semi-snarky "okaybye" when she hung up after my answer of a half coughing, half grumbling: "uh-uhhhhh....no"
i thought it was obvious. Wonder how long till she calls me again. Roll over, go back to sleep.

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laughing my ass off at the fact that somehow i am the featured camgirl at www.camville.com. that means a bunch of stupid masturbators are sure to check out my site. i cannot wait to fuck with their heads. how's a hairy armpit shot for you, boys?

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happy



woohoo

excited.

i just found out they're going to rebroadcast an old '79 tom waits performance on "austin city limits" tonight.

sometimes texas ain't so bad.

i just put up one of the
pictures here as my
bakground on my
conputer screen. it's
the one of the stuffed
monkey.
i also downloaded and
saved about 50 other of
the "big pictures" for
future screen savers.

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i just put up one of the
pictures here as my
bakground on my
conputer screen. it's
the one of the stuffed
monkey.
i also downloaded and
saved about 50 other of
the "big pictures" for
future screen savers.

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staring in disbelief at
my earlier post where i
misspelled
"background" and
"computer". i'm usually
very conscientious
about spelling. what's
wrong with me? i seem
to be misspelling stuff
a lot lately.

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Welcome to my world Tommy,do you smoke alot of pot?Drink alot of booze? Sniff glue?

wondering what the hell Mark does for a living and why he created this page. I've read some of the stories about him and they are truly making me thankful that my parents, teachers, and counselers have kept me sane and on a path where I can do something with my life? Mark I'm 17 right now and have just tried out for NYU on the flute maybe you can explain some stuff to me but I just dont understand you.

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well, what're you waiting for, mark? after the explanation, i think a couple of flute lessons are in order.

getting ready to listen to the new Poe album.

waiting

I just reallized that the relationship I've been in for a year is more like a prison and I should just let it go.Sanity is better than not being alone.I am at my friend's job @ Kinkos and I just got a school loan check.I'm high and hungry.I have to go to school tommorow and somehow manage to move all of my stuff out of that crazy girl's apartment, find out an estimate for the hole I put in the wall because I pushed the couch into it...what love will do to you...sorry I'm bellyaching (is that hyphenated? I like your writing.There that's what I'm doing.

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and on a more sane note, I like to learn.Learning is an old favorite of mine, I'm working on an online fanzine.I like hardcore/punk/experimental/noise...but I'm not restricted to just that.
so check out my site.Send me an artical if you like via email and I will post it.yup.
If you don't that's cool too

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yeah I spelled article wrong so....

wishing he was alot better at controlling his self-defeating emotions and could concentrate more on becoming an enlightened individual. He's been so dependant on finding happiness through someone else for so long now....

thinking people who write about themselves in the third person don't deserve happiness. It's a crime. They should get the electric chair.

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Right now Mike is writing in the third person, so that he may piss you off. Mike (skooter) would like to say hello to willie Honda, and teall him to e-mail me so I can get you some info on an awesome band from the U.P called Manray19, as well as SA. Write to mike at [email protected].