this weekend was binary: 11-10-01, and 11-11-01.

It was better here (as most things are) because we write it: 10-11-01.

we're all going to die someday. so there.

e
e

not again

fuck

Dammit. Please say this was just a horrible accident.

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Achhhh.

My heart, my heart.

No more sadness, please.

fucking with your primary systems.

Shit man, this is really hitting close to home. I take my boat out into the ocean through East Rockaway Inlet and go out south of Far Rockaway. I'd always like sitting in my boat and seeing the different intl airlines coming into JFK -- British Airways (esp the concorde), PIA (my wife's namesake), Lufthansa, Air France, Sabena, KLM, etc.

I took my boat out for a last ride yesterday before being pulled for the winter. The last ride of the season's always bittersweet. A beautiful but windy day and rough as hell on the water -- I was the only one out. Shit, I used to barely be able to make out the WTC buildings too on a clear day while on the water.

My heart goes out to all those lost today.

I feel your pain Dougie,though I'm sure not as intense as Mark ,Swine,Bell-jar or you,I hope I'm not forgetting anyone.Costa Rica is looking better all the time.

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Thanks, J. But don't go worrying about me. I'm doing fine. There but for the grace of something go I.

killing myself!!!

so they tell me.

Smiling!

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nine sleeps.

and its gutter or nothing* time.


*gutter or nothing is a trademark of Mel&Jules goodtimes. Last one standing is a lickarse who obviously didn't drink enough.

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having trouble accessing the boards!

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sorry about that. someone moved my Perl interpreter. don't you hate that?

Recovering from something the locals call
fish-eye. I contracted fish-eye by changing deodorant, I'm told.

enjoying an elevated state of happiness.


at least compared to recently.

the mrs. made me take vitamins last night.

i also am relishing the fact that i uncovered a pair of tan cords this a.m. that had been buried for a year or so.

but yeah.....i can tell the difference those vitamins made right away.



i think im even getting my sex drive back.



LETS FUCK!

trying to access my
work mail but it's acting
as if only one POP
session at a time is
possible, which is
annoying, as I just
hired this woman and I
need to look at her
boyfriend;'s resume to
see if I want to hire him
as well.

Also I am drinking
beer. Another 11 hour
work day. WIsh I could
get laid.

I had this bizarre conversation with Sharon the other day. About how sex with strangers was never very good... if you have sex with them again (as in another night) its much better.

I asked her to explain.

'Well, the first time you don't really want to go all full on on them.. like as an example wrap yr legs around them or something... so you just pretty much lay there'

Meanwhile I'm thinking why the hell take someone home and then not get off? Hullo?

If I ever find someone I want to have sex with I'll be using all the damn tricks I know... because otherwise... what the hell is the point.

Thats what I'm screamin' Moonit. Why bother to break a sweat for nothing?
It's way better to wake up with a smile of contentment rather than no smile and nothing to be proud about.
Might as well give it all you got while the chance is able and ready.

I do agree with the theory about fucking a stanger the second time. It is always much better than the first. Your kinda afraid to give it all you got the first time and than not have the guy call for a 2nd time. If you just kinda take it easy the first time and than they call back for a 2nd time, than you can open up and feel comfy and rock their world.

Just yet another one of my opinions.

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Um, just for the record...that business about fucking strangers does not come from any experiences of mine, it's just what I hear.

Thank you

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heh.

I doubt I'll be taking home strangers anytime soon, but I thought Sharon's comments were bizarre.

Anyway shes taking them home for one night only... so why the hell not go all out?

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addressing....


i think the part about sex with strangers being better the second time around is simply due to comfort and familiarity.

you aren't as likely to cut loose with someone you dont know.

further, it takes some time to know each others body.

im convinced a blow job by a familiar is much better than one from a stranger.


but i too do not speak from experience. this is just what i read in cosmo.


your friends comments are really as absurd as they seem space moon unit

worrying about how Naked Bill got "fish eye" from deoderant,and wondering if this is something we should all be on the look-out for?

And wondering exactly what part of one's anatomy is affected?

How would I know if I have it?

I don't like the sounds of this.

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correcting....


*grumble*

your friends comments AREN'T as absurd as they seem unit space moon.

looking for strangers.

Cat: I'm a stranger.

Telling jokes. . . here's one from Dr. Spectrum: "Why do they only have 2 pallbearers at a Taliban's funeral?. . . A: 'cause the garbage can only has 2 handles."

Dick Cheney is a bloodythirsty bastard.

kinda of excited.


Putin is going to talk live on NPR.

something about him...im not sure what it is, but he seems so damn likeable.

waiting to see Paul Shaffer and Damon Wayans on Prime Time Glick on Comedy Central 9:30 central.


Putin's a Great guy!
He's a sharp guy. I saw him with Bush in a lengthy interview.

overcome by the sudden feeling that i am, in fact, quite delusional.

wouldn't that be remarkable?

perhaps it already is?

shaking my head at the chutzpah of the guy who jumped the gate at Hartsfield

description fits someone I know to a T. T-shirt, jeans, white shoes...

shaking my header with even MORE disgust at the authorities who couldnt catch the motherfucker.

Terrorist 1
National Guard 0

gotta get out of this place

if its the last thing I ever do

gotta get out of this place

there's a better life for me and you

Studying piano...(?)
trying to build a life.
making unaswerable questions.

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shit... UnaNswerable...(...)

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talking about "The Nanny" that aired last night on AMC last night. A Hammer House of Horror production. Very very "creepy." 1965 with Bette Davis.

Decribing Fish Eye: Axillia(?) lymph nodes painfully swell, (when touched they feel like..yeah, fish eyes.) accompanied by a general feeling of malaise. Caused by my switching from Mennen Speed Stick to Brut. I wanted something with a different scent. Now I want to change back...but I'm afraid.

My s/o and I were invited to the Manneheim Steamroller concert here in Billings by my mother.
I was feeling sorry for myself while sitting at the old computer at my mother's house.

Then my s/o gave me some of those damn sexy kisses on the back of my neck, and...

I'm feeling much more content with my place in the world right now.

Goodnight, world.

somewhere in north carolina. in the parking lot of this motel was an empty can of beer standing upright next to a clam. it could have made for a funny picture, but i couldn't hold the camera steady.

If your headed to Tampa Mark, I'd love to take you to lunch!

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Thinking that anyone
who has a s/o who
plants sexy kisses on
the back of their neck
and still feels sorry for
themselves needs a
reality check.

Sorry, tbone but that's
the truth.

I am going to karaoke
tonight and watch
james taylor sing
again.

sending my love to John on his final trip.

not going to
Wrestlemania.
I do not have $100 to
spend on the wwf, no
way.

thankful that Naked Bill has clarified this deoderant/fish eye scare.

After careful examination of my axilla,I couldn't feel any fish eyes,so this immediately put my mind at ease.

I did,however,notice a quick wink,while lowering my arm,after said exam.

So I will see if I see anything looking back at me while engaged in my daily dressing activities.

Thanks NB :)

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Darn you Dani,I looked up that pogo site,now I'm hooked on Trivatron.I have to quit every so often cause my eyes get blurry,thankfully not fish-eyed.If anyone wants to play with me,send me an e-mail and I'll tell you my pogo name.

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finished with my familial christmas shopping.

i bought a long blank black sketchbook for my little sister (i will mount stella marr postcards on its inside covers, stick a couple zines between pages, then write an inspirational note in black ink about being sisters and how i miss her), two books for my dad (grand illusion: critics and champions of the american century and discovery: the quest for the great south land), but the perfect present for my mom eluded me.

i pondered over a wonderful black velvet box with beaded flowers, but i'd have the urge to fill it. thought about a "strong women" calendar to show my respect for her, but she wouldn't enjoy having to look at helen keller and annie oakley all year long. the louvre would be nice, but to stodgy. finally, as i was about to give up and go to the iprc, i found it. a beautiful calendar with pictures from the new york chinese scholars garden. serene, beautiful, natural. parfait.

i also found the perfect replacement notebook for me: a small, novel-size blank sketchbook covered with red bugle beads.

i'm still not finished with christmas gifts, though. i need to make trinkets to give to friends, coworkers, roomies. oh well, i still have a month left.

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A Pogo junkie! I have not tried the trivitron yet. I do the ali baba slots and poker. I even cheated and downloaded this auto-spinner thing so I keep winning tokens while I'm sleeping or not at home!
My daughter like the game where you pop the balloons. It's a fun place.
I've now exceeded 1 million tokens and Pogo e-mails me tokens for the hell of it!

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Was woken up at 5:30 a.m.,by my s/o asking for the key to get out of our room,I found it,then he was bitching about me misplacing it,so I started bitching about it's too bad that we have to live like this,bla bla bla.I finally went up to my computer room as he was in the bedroom getting ready for work,when he left I went back to my bedroom and the g.d. door was locked,I guess he thought I was in bed.I waited till 7 a.m. then called a locksmith,it cost $55.00. I'm really not a happy camper.

Do I really want to ask why you need a key to get in and out of your bedroom?

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fuckers

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nothing

Preparing for "BUY NOTHING DAY" Friday, November . . . tomorrow!

Peace Marches In the Malls

Overloaded. facing the television set with closed eyes while Green Gables plays, answering the phone and talking about 'recharging a bannana.' whoa .

Set your VCRs:

On November 19th at 4:06PM EST (7:06 PST) and November 20th at 7:06PM EST (10:06 PST), the edgy, new 2001 Buy Nothing Day uncommercial will air on CNN Headline News.

We'd like to make an even bigger noise by buying a timeslot on Inside Politics ($6,000) or even Larry King Live ($15,000).

"As you take a few minutes to ponder all that you have to be thankful for, take an additional few minutes to think of the billions of people who don't have it so good. Even as we suffer from a declining economy and terrible acts of murder, as a nation we're still more fortunate than most people on Earth. In many places, malnutrition and dysentery are the rule rather than the exception. Our poverty would be prosperity in most of the countries of the world. In hard times, it's more necessary than ever to remember how rich our lives are."
Selena Maranjian, "The Need to Give" �