hurting and alone, and I want to be rescued.

Maybe the only reason I haven't been rescued, is that I can't imagine what the rescue would be like.

Maybe I've been rescued many times, just not this particular moment. Which is like a lot of particular moments, only particularly bad.

Anyway, I'm sitting here typing and drinking Seagrams 7 and Coke. I always think of mistaswine when I drink Seagrams 7. And like always, I'm going to rescue myself.

Bob Dylan's new CD is pretty cool. Goes good with whisky and pain.

feeling no pain.

called Clyde.

still laughing.

Crying. My eyes are swollen.

http://curvy.blogspot.com

reading psalm 91

The book says more than I can. Your friend needs to get a handle on things. If we die we are in a better place. I live 20 miles from NYC and people are in bad shape around here. Unless the terrorist use a nuke within 40 miles of where you live you would be ok from that. Unless they use chemicals sprayed at you or over you you would be ok. You need to touch or smell anthrax and it can't be caught. Smallpox could be a problem or some other thing that can spread but that's about it. Just stay away from crowded places and watch who you are around. Be smart and pray. Pray Psalm 91! The bible says the Lord will give us peace so relax and trust Him.

the psalms were always my least favorite in the bible. a year ago, i had to read one of them at my uncle's funeral; not psalm 91, but whichever one is the longest.

psalms are cold comfort. at least to me.

Droopy,A triva game on yahoo,I'm janny917_85224

janny@@ssooraabjjii...ccoomm

Droopy,A triva game on yahoo,I'm janny917_85224

janny@@ssooraabjjii...ccoomm

How bout them Diamondbac ks?

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Yeah, J, I was impressed by them too. An awesome pitching lineup. How about them Yanks too? I think they'll get it tonight. I wouldn't mind seeing an AZ & NY series, although I think NY would come out on top.

paying attention to baseball.

looking forward to another braves/yankees world series.

braves have a score to settle.

I'm playing on the
internet at work. My boss
is sitting in front of
me, yapping away as I
type this on the
keyboard. He thinks I'm
working so hard. I am
working hard. So hard, in
fact, that my butt is
sore from sitting in this
chair all day. I'd better
get up, walk around and
do some socializing.

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I'm playing on the
internet at work. My boss
is sitting in front of
me, yapping away as I
type this on the
keyboard. He thinks I'm
working so hard. I am
working hard. So hard, in
fact, that my butt is
sore from sitting in this
chair all day. I'd better
get up, walk around and
do some socializing.

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still on the edge of burma.

at least the waking visions of exploding buildings have tapered off.

anyway. fuck the suicide bombers. i'm gonna go see femi kuti and janes addiction at madison square garden tonight.

i hear courtney love might drag that skanky cooch on stage tonight.

hope she remembers to put on some underwear this time.

wish me luck.

wishing g'pa dolemite
good luck.

not to mention avoiding
finishing my zines so i
can do layout tonight or
finishing off the hat i've
knitted (all that remains
is a single seam).

wishing g'pa dolemite
good luck.

not to mention avoiding
finishing my zines so i
can do layout tonight or
finishing off the hat i've
knitted (all that remains
is a single seam).

Anybody up for a game of Risk? I've got the board with the wooden pieces.

Just got back from a spin on my boat. Beautiful night out, water like glass, nobody else out. I didn't even fish -- just enjoyed being on the water (too often when I fish, I'm so intent on catching something that I don't see the forest for the trees). I love this time of the year -- weather cools down, leaves changing, smell of wood fires, baseball playoffs, apple cider, pumpkin pie, fishing gets crazy(nothing like going to the beach and seeing a bluefish feeding frenzy in front of you in the surf, with the terns going crazy, guys casting shoulder to shoulder, every one with a fish on, and somehow, nobody ever seems to cross lines). Parfois, la vie est belle.

sad to see Cleveland go, but Seattle's gonna get trammelled by NY after the Yanks whip Oakland tonight.

Until now I thought the
only means of
transmitting anthrax
was fucking sheep.
When the first two
cases were reported, I
was sure they
belonged to a secret
sheep-fucking cult. I
swear this is how we
learned it in the sixth
grade.

JAHANNEM, OUTER DARKNESS-The hijackers who carried out the Sept. 11 attacks
on the World Trade Center and Pentagon expressed confusion and surprise
Monday to find themselves in the lowest plane of Na'ar, Islam's Hell.

"I was promised I would spend eternity in Paradise, being fed honeyed cakes
by 67 virgins in a tree-lined garden, if only I would fly the airplane into
one of the Twin Towers," said Mohammed Atta, one of the hijackers of
American Airlines Flight 11, between attempts to vomit up the wasps,
hornets, and live coals infesting his stomach. "But instead, I am fed the
boiling feces of traitors by malicious, laughing Ifrit. Is this to be my
reward for destroying the enemies of my faith?"

The rest of Atta's words turned to raw-throated shrieks, as a tusked,
asp-tongued demon burst his eyeballs and drank the fluid that ran down his
face.

According to Hell sources, the 19 eternally damned terrorists have
struggled to understand why they have been subjected to soul-withering,
infernal torture ever since their Sept. 11 arrival.

"There was a tumultuous conflagration of burning steel and fuel at our
gates, and from it stepped forth these hijackers, the blessed name of the
Lord already turning to molten brass on their accursed lips," said Iblis The
Thrice-Damned, the cacodemon charged with conscripting new arrivals into the
ranks of the forgotten. "Indeed, I do not know what they were expecting, but
they certainly didn't seem prepared to be skewered from eye socket to
bunghole and then placed on a spit so that their flesh could be roasted by
the searing gale of flatus which issues forth from the haunches of Asmoday."

"Which is strange when you consider the evil with which they ended
their lives and those of so many others," added Iblis, absentmindedly
twisting the limbs of hijacker Abdul Aziz Alomari into unspeakably obscene
shapes.

"I was told that these Americans were enemies of the one true
religion, and that Heaven would be my reward for my noble sacrifice," said
Alomari, moments before his jaw was sheared away by faceless homunculi. "But
now I am forced to suckle from the 16 poisoned leathern teats of Gophahmet,
Whore of Betrayal, until I burst from an unwholesome engorgement of curdled
bile. This must be some sort of terrible mistake."

Exacerbating the terrorists' tortures, which include being hollowed
out and used as prophylactics by thorn-cocked Gulbuth The Rampant, is the
fact that they will be forced to endure such suffering in sight of the
Paradise they were expecting.

"It might actually be the most painful thing we can do, to show these
murderers the untold pleasures that would have awaited them in Paradise, if
only they had lived pious lives," said Praxitas, Duke of Those Willingly Led
Astray. "I mean, it's tough enough being forced through a wire screen by the
callused palms of Halcorym and then having your entrails wound onto a stick
and fed to the toothless, foul-breathed swine of Gehenna. But to endure that
while watching the righteous drink from a river of wine? That can't be fun."

Underworld officials said they have not yet decided on a permanent
punishment for the terrorists.

"Eventually, we'll settle on an eternal and unending task for them,"
said Lord Androalphus, High Praetor of Excruciations. "But for now, everyone
down here wants a crack at them. The legions of fang-wombed hags will take
their pleasure on their shattered carcasses for most of this afternoon.
Tomorrow, their flesh will be melted from their bones like wax in the
burning embrace of the Mother of Cowards. The day after that, they'll be
sodomized by the Fallen and their bowels shredded by a demonic ejaculate of
burning sand. Then, on Sunday, Satan gets them all day. I can't even imagine
what he's got cooked up for them."

amazed that i'm even attempting to talk pro sports. i loathe pro sports. regardless, cleveland didn't have what it takes. namely, ichiro. i haven't watched or listened to even 20% of this season's mariners games but, in every game i've payed attention to, the guy gets on base. he has galvanized this mariner team. infield base hit? he's amazing. ny has jeter, seattle has ichiro.

5 games.

yanks
m's
yanks
m's
m's

Handy advice for infidels: paste the link, not the whole text.

Thank you.

Yeah, Ichiro's pretty amazing. I love watching him bat -- the dude's off and running before he even hits the ball. Looks like he's drag bunting almost. He's got an arm too -- I saw him throw a rope from deep right field to nail ??? at 3rd base.

I just think that NY is too deep for Seattle -- any one of their players can become a "clutch" player at any given time. Should be a great series.

flooding monster and hotjobs with resumes. I can't take this place anymore.

smiling....


i loved that game last night.


i enjoyed watched Jeter last year...but man did he do a number in this series...in terms of game-making plays.

yanks wallup mariners

braves wallup d-backs

i want a braves/yanks series please.





dave i used to loathe professional sports too.


but you know.



there is some entertainment in some of them.

im becoming comfortable with that reality.

last nights yankee game for example.

you can't replace that.


seeing that one catch by Jeter or seeing Soriano hit those two runs in to tie the game, Justice's home run. That made the rest 4 hours of play worth while.


my wife has been to yankee stadium. she said there is nothing like it.

yankees, in my mind, are THE all american sport/pastime/team. no other team, sport or league comes close.

you're human. some rituals are ok.

im ok with that.

being back.

did you miss me?

where did you go?

loving The Fall right now.


way to go radio disc player person.

Mrs. a Whiggins, Mrs. a Whiggins, come here, I need you.

laughing at his ignorance. it turns out this next series is a 7 game series. i thought it was another 5 game series.

ha haha ha at me.

i have no guess as to who'll win but it'll go 7 games.

where's heather?

BIG RED STRAPS

sem:
connecticut
and
ny

contemplating a second job

Actually Agatha I did miss you and went to your website yesterday before you posted here.

youtoosweet!

Not liking Ray Charles' singing while my Yanks win the game.

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Thinking about the class someone just told me about, falling in love for the right reasons.

Chevy Chase is about to be interviewed by JIMINY GLICK on
COMEDY Central

Just getting f@#cked up.

I should be packing. Instead I am making sure you are all keeping out of trouble.

Yeah okay I got sick of packing. Packing sucks.

I have too much stuff.

And a truck coming on Saturday at 9am

I have to work tomorrow, so I only have about four hours to pack. I have done one room. (which to be honest, I havent finished).

Why the hell do I keep putting this stuff off?

I should be packing. Instead I am making sure you are all keeping out of trouble.

Yeah okay I got sick of packing. Packing sucks.

I have too much stuff.

And a truck coming on Saturday at 9am

I have to work tomorrow, so I only have about four hours to pack. I have done one room. (which to be honest, I havent finished).

Why the hell do I keep putting this stuff off?

wATCHING THE STOCK MARKET . .. SORT OF . . .:"DECLINE"

SNORTING PACKS OF GOODIES

SNORTING PACKS OF GOODIES

snorting all of the antibiotics in the world in the name of this jive anthrax hoax. The No antibiotics will be effective.

after doing so many antibiotics NOTHING will be effective against any future REality.

Look and ye shall find.

If looking would have happened two months ago, the same things would have been found. It;s that the looking has begun.

"When you decide to surrender, approach United States forces with your hands in the air. Sling your weapon across your back muzzle towards the ground. Remove your magazine and expel any rounds. Doing this is your only chance of survival."

"Our forces are armed with state of the art military equipment. What are you using, obsolete and ineffective weaponry? Our helicopters will rain fire down upon your camps before you detect them on your radar. Our bombs are so accurate we can drop them right through your windows. Our infantry is trained for any climate and terrain on earth. United States soldiers fire with superior marksmanship and are armed with superior weapons," one radio script reads.

Here's a complete text of one broadcast: "Attention Taliban! You are condemned. Did you know that? The instant the terrorists you support took over our planes, you sentenced yourselves to death. The Armed Forces of the United States are here to seek justice for our dead. Highly trained soldiers are coming to shut down once and for all Osama bin Laden's ring of terrorism, and the Taliban that supports them and their actions.

"Our forces are armed with state of the art military equipment. What are you using, obsolete and ineffective weaponry? Our helicopters will rain fire down upon your camps before you detect them on your radar. Our bombs are so accurate we can drop them right through your windows. Our infantry is trained for any climate and terrain on earth. United States soldiers fire with superior marksmanship and are armed with superior weapons.

"You have only one choice ... Surrender now and we will give you a second chance. We will let you live. If you surrender no harm will come to you. When you decide to surrender, approach United States forces with your hands in the air. Sling your weapon across your back muzzle towards the ground. Remove your magazine and expel any rounds. Doing this is your only chance of survival."

"Attention Taliban! You are condemned. Did you know that? The instant the terrorists you support took over our planes, you sentenced yourselves to death. The Armed Forces of the United States are here to seek justice for our dead. Highly trained soldiers are coming to shut down once and for all Osama bin Laden's ring of terrorism, and the Taliban that supports them and their actions.

"Our forces are armed with state of the art military equipment. What are you using, obsolete and ineffective weaponry? Our helicopters will rain fire down upon your camps before you detect them on your radar. Our bombs are so accurate we can drop them right through your windows. Our infantry is trained for any climate and terrain on earth. United States soldiers fire with superior marksmanship and are armed with superior weapons.

"You have only one choice ... Surrender now and we will give you a second chance. We will let you live. If you surrender no harm will come to you. When you decide to surrender, approach United States forces with your hands in the air. Sling your weapon across your back muzzle towards the ground. Remove your magazine and expel any rounds. Doing this is your only chance of survival."

"All the ants in God's garden
They can't get along
War still runnin' on
It's that ONE lump a' sugar
That they won't leave each other alone!"

I'm watching the movie Labyrinth with my 1 year old son for the 6th time today... I remember watching this movie as a child and loving it but watching it now as an adult... well it just doesn't have the same appeal as it did back then.

Ethan loves watching it though, and if that means I get to put him down, then I'm okay with that. I need a break. Six breaks, so far :) It's so cute, when the songs come on Ethan gets up and starts dancing around. It makes me smile.

Anyone ever wonder what's up with the pants that David Bowie wears in this movie? They're total crotch pants! They're screaming "LOOK AT MY CROTCH!" For heaven's sake, this is a kids movie!

Yeah well, whatever.

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Pamela, I rented that movie about a month ago and thought the same things.

I still liked it, though.

The Goblin King sure wasn't very scary. He was good with the baby and nice to Sarah. I would have stayed with him rather than destroy him and stay friends with all the goblins. What the hell was up with that? Horrible ending.

Right now a Wall Street Journal reporter is on C-Span talking about his story in today's issue of the WSJ detailing the exTensive financial ties among George H.W. Bush, James Baker and the bin Laden family in Saudi Arabia.

in Thailand eating tom yum soup and wishing myself away from here.

I was sitting around last night watching Who Wants To Be The Weakest Link and the thought struck me... Hey! Who's line IS it anyway?

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Welllll..
I'm sitting here fantasizing about what happened to me earlier today!
Which was.....
A former online foe came to my house fingered me in both holes simultaneously, spanked me very hard in my laundry room, had me pushed up against the garage door fingering me.
I sucked his cock on my couch..the taste of his semen is divine...and I was breathless when he grabbed the chain around my neck and he asked me "Who's Your Master?"

Proving that even in times of war we Americans (even those that were once mortal enemies) can get along!

looking for seeds

listening to depeche mode. and typing on this naughty computer.

i have work in two hours, and i'm not loooking forward to it. at all.

oh well. money's money, and i'd find it difficult to live without it.

leaving new orleans.

raise yor hand if yu'veslept wth a sorabjiite.

we saw danionacorner.

i think,anyway. somedrunk chick yelling "fuck you bitch" ateveryone and no one in particular.

we also saw andolder chick wth a 128 oz cup of boozesitting on a bench yelling "dani! dani!".

don't know wha that wasabout.

Last week it was anthrax this week three more stories about anthrax and one story about Afhghanistan, And Where is the poor Jewish doctor's daughter CHANDRA? Is it inconceivable that she just took a flyer to be with the tall bearder one. He's a lot more powerful than some congressman with a haircut that's ten years out of style.

What the fuck are you talking about Nate?

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uurrgg...too much starch...bad mole...need nap...

Ii'm back in O blivia,it'ss all good.

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cursing moron clients and editors...want retarded educational booklet to say things that aren't true and totally rewrite it, plus bring on a middle school teacher as co-author...in two months...right smack in the middle of a huge project I'm field supervising...bastards...we did not budget for a middle school teacher for crying out loud...

A guy is sitting at home one night watching TV. He hears a knock at the door, but when he gets up out of his comfy chair to answer it, there's no one there. Only a snail on the doormat. Pissed, the guy picks up the snail and hurls it across the yard.

A year later, the guy is once again settled into his comfy chair and hears another knock. He answers the door.

"What the hell was that all about?" says the snail.

semillama, was that mol� with an accent mark, which granted can be bad if you go to the wrong Mexican restaurant, but heavenly if you go to the right one, or did you actually eat one of those underground critters?

mmm tequilas

I'm at Bolivia,I'm where I need to be.It's all good,sometimes I feel like Forest Gump.But that's just me.Love

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I'm remembering Parkinsonim, of what it feels like to spend hours and days and years with someone having all those symptoms, and more...

I'm holding my hands out before me, steady... I watch the slight twitching of the fingers... I try to remember how much they twitched, years ago, when I took the "Delicious Movements" workshop of Eiko and Koma. I try to remember what they looked like then.

HAPPY

waiting for a delivery of Merrell wrap around mocs.

thinking about this beautiful Columbian girl I asked out last night. Is she after my dinero? And if she is...do I really care?

www.prestigesports.co.cr

Like Penelope Cruz in Blow? Fortunately, my beautiful Colombian girlfriend isn't after my dinero, leastways, not yet. Plus, I don't much dinero, but boy, if I did...

Kicking myself for sending a e-mail out that said if I sent 11 e-mails I'd see a funny movie,it didn't work.I hate that when that happens.I'm going to take Jonathon to a Halloween party at s/o's work tomorrow night,looking forward to that.Amee took him to the state fair Sunday and when she brought him back to the bitch grandma who threw a fit in front of the poor kid about Amee exposing him to anthax.How I hate that twisted sick bitch.Amee goes to court on the 31st,I hope this is all resolved.After the Halloween party tomorrow night,we're going to the big fish pup to see Ryans band,Society Kills Society,for a laugh,he wacks himself in the head with vinyl records.

see! see! you guys are doing it again! 'Cause she's beautiful you don't care if she might be after your money, but if she dumps you you'll boo-hoo she used you. But you are so willing to be used!

Who wants to go get a beer?

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Except I'll have to have vodka or kahula or somethin cause I don't like beer.

also wanting beer, vodka, kahula[sic], bourbon, scotch, tequila, rum, moonshine, white lightnin', cough syrup, sterno, squeeze, canned heat, swish likker, hooch, sauce, firewater, tiger milk, medicina, snake medicine, corpse reviver, rotgut, poison, formaldehyde, embalming fluid, shellac, panther piss....

that should cover friday night.

just made a pot of vegetable stock with the last of the wilting vegetables in my refrigerator. it turned out pretty good; i think it was the fish oil.

if you are a starving afghan, arab, muslim, taleban-o man-o, northern allianc�, terrorist, fanatic, killer, israeli, what-have-you: get the hell out of there before you're killed and come to my house, we'll have soup.

rooting for truffles

getting ready for a funeral

I just noticed Naked Bill posted from Costa Rica, wwhere are you at there Naked Bill?

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having a monster too-much-coffee&cigs-and-not-enough-food headache.

waiting to see if my bosses come back with a new truck for us.

i love m&ms

in Ho Chi Minh City having very confusing thoughts about right and wrong and left and right.

And loving you somewhere in the middle, as per usual.

wondering if i shd post this: "FREAKS" will be airing on TCM Turner Classic Movies at 7:15pm central tonight.

J, I'm sitting in my white tiled living room located in Escazu. Escazu is a suburb of San Jose.
The beautiful Columbian girl had to work Fri. but I think we're on for Tues. She likes me (or my money)so much its almost a turn off, (enjoy that one Syl?)but I only want her for her bod and thick accent so we are even.

http://www.fishcostaricanwaters.com

hoping Cat remembered her promise about the Thai bar girls.

wondering who signed me up for my new aim screen name-

"Your registration for screen name makeyouwanttodie has been received."

don't think i'll use it much

enjoying a break in my crazy life and feeling very tired and annoyed that i have yet another submission on Friday

I'm madly in love with someone who is in love with me but for some strange reason dosn't want to admit that they are!

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reassuring Droopy that the Thai bar girls are hot and spicy and on their way. I was going to send them to Sem, but I figured he'd rather have some ancient Khymer ruin stuff.

Well Dougie,looks like the Diamondbacks are in New York,the games this weekend surprised(but delighted)me,wow.Naked Bill,I looked at property in Escazu,I was in San Jose this Aug.,stayed at the Hotel Bougainvillea,I've been to Costa Rica twice and I plan to move to Costa Rica in about 4 years.I want to live around San Jose too,for the perfect climate.I miss that Imperial beer.

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exceedingly bored,when viewing the boards.

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czarina, i really enjoy your posts. why don't you shake up the boards.

(separate thought . . Paladin is a hunk of sexuality. . . do you think so? check out Richard Boone in any search engine. i was turned on to www.dogpile.com as a great resource.



http://inventors.about.com/library/inventors/blatm.htm?iam=dpile&terms=%22automated+teller+machine%22

the history of Automated Teller Machines:

Hoping
Nate's grandfather
gets well soon.

Thinking
of the grandchildren
I will never have.

Wondering
if they
wd have been
beautiful
& intelligent
or absolute
ignorant
hellions.


(But no kid
is a hellion
in their
grandma's eyes.)

a mouse.

worrying about why Spider thinks she is a mouse?

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argh


call the police - i believe my life has been stolen.


*sigh*

argh squared.

so thisis what being higher level management is like - all the hassle and none of the fun, so far. A farmer planted winter wheat in one of our project areas so he can sue our client for crop damage, we had problems with getting our heavy equipment, we had crew sitting idle, and so on and so forth. PLus I have to find time to go to Detroit to be there for Mavis who is having a tough time right now.

Hooowwwling at the Full Blue Mooon. Where is Morgus the Magnificent.