making a giant version of a broken image link symbol to matte, frame and hang in the bathroom.

I did it,I recovered my mouse.I think,therefore I am, the bomb.

trying not to burp so hard that the barf comes up

I fixed it Dougie all by myself,I'm so proud it was a windows problem.I'm waiting for my moron brother and his piece of shit wife to come down to sign some papers to have moms stock put in our names and maybe if there is enough time cause I have to watch Orion, buy out his share of her townhouse after this is all done,I hope to never see them again.

Rupert is going to own all of the major media outlets.

He has a total monopoly there were 2 satellite systems, he bought one and just a few days ago he was allowed to buy the other. No talk of monopoly.
Why is there no talk about MONOPOLY? "Ask Microsoft, Ask Bill Gates."
IT's Fascist. It's "CORPORATISM.."
"You Bastards!"

are you happy with all of your news from the same "point of view?"

thinking that all of this subconscious processing, all of this catching up is taking long enough. maybe it's not just catching up. maybe it's a fakeout. maybe it's a cheap play for time until i get comfortable enough to sink into a pillow and a flatl9ine. god i hope not. i was so looking forward to this product of mine. this nicely fit-together organization of all the parts i've been accumulating. i was really hoping there. damn the subconscious. damn yoooou. fucker.

watching the lighting and listening to the thunder and wondering how the hell am I going to get this dust that blew in through the a/c last night out of the house.Thinking,you can't call yourself a true Texan,unless you have seen it rain mud.

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really happy to find this site again. Haven't been here for years I think. It awakes some memories. I think I have to slowly start to change my habits and to try to get back to the point where I went a wrong direction and to try to start a new.

Boys!



arrgghh.

what "news" . . . where?
whose?

I once read a romance novel featuring a man named Raine.

I don't remember the title. It was strange. It took place in early medieval Wales, but the main characters were named Arianna and Raine. Not very Welsh, I must say.

My mother bought it for me.

Gee,

I think we've established before that boys suck, and need a close watching.

I saw the last episode of BTVS have you seen it yet?

Deadline Aqaba, Jordan:
President Bush:
"Peace can come (whenever I stop making wars)"
(APPLAUSE)
"Thank you very much, thank you . . . thank you"

... getting sleepier all the time while watching reruns of the Bagdhad invasion and subsequent destruction of Saddam Hussain's statue...

YAAAAAAAAAWWWN!!!!!!!

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Oh show me oh show me to the next Whiskey Bar,no don't ask why,no don't ask why,we've lost our dear old mother,and must have whiskey o in a while.

Trippin to those tires hanging on that tree on Mark Thomas' home page url. . . . .

unpacking boxes that i never opened since moving to NYC in 1990. finding Lego blocks from when i was 10 years old sitting on top of songs and stories from 20 years old. throwing that on top of random crap from 28 and 34 years old. once and for all getting rid of the boxes that held all this crap. some day soon there will be a new beginning around here. christ, that sounds like a line from a song i wrote in high school.

awake, making plans. this is what i do. i plan and plan, and as soon as my old plans fail, i make new ones.

i should sleep, but i'm taking a greyhound to nyc tomorrow so i can sleep on the bus.

looking forward to seeing my friend's new apartment, also home to a cat named "bear". i wonder how big it is.

stunned.

watching white smoke billow from a few blocks away.

a small plane crashed in the fairfax district in to an apartment bldg.

click on photos and music for �cool� �trane selections
http://www.johncoltrane.com/

mp3�s in the music section

http://www.milesdavis.com/


http://www.hsmusic.net/


http://www.dpo.uab.edu/~moudry/


http://www.jimi-hendrix.com/


http://www.iggypop-virginrecords.com/


http://www.soundtoys.net/


http://www.warhol.org/

Cinema=Jean-Luc Godard=Cinema

http://www.geocities.com/Hollywood/Cinema/4355/


http://members.aol.com/Clypark/alpha.html

Present or potential but not evident or active: latent talent.
Pathology - In a dormant or hidden stage: a latent infection.
Biology - Undeveloped but capable of normal growth under the proper conditions: a latent bud.
Psychology - Present and accessible in the unconscious mind but not consciously expressed.

Trying to decide.

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I'm listening to Bob Dylan's "Highway 61 Revisited", and feeling frustrated that nobody has Sorabji's O.C. by John Ogdon to download.

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Listening to Sorabji's O.C. wishing to have a vinyl version.

'Readers interested in Sorabji will simply have to listen to this set at some point; it also comes with extensive and informative notes:

Sorabji: Opus Clavicembalisticum
John Ogdon
Altarus 9075 (4 CDs)'
See "purchasing info" on urli.
http://www.medieval.org/music/modern/cds/alt9075.html

http://www.medieval.org/music/modern/cds/alt9075.html

wondering if Funny Face is going to marry Empire Builder after that scuffle on the track.

(Everybody bet on Funny Face! . . . the Cinderella horse)
"I'd like to see Funny Face win just like everybody else buy MY money's going down on Empire Builder!"

If the track had been dry then Funny Face would have won.
It's true!

I am experiencing incredibly sharp, throbbing pain in my head. It feels like someone has put a clamp on the nerve and every few seconds lets loose a surge of electricity.

It's like neuralgia pain, but deeper and pulsating.

It goes away every few seconds.

drinking tea. good tea. niiiiiice tea. and looking at a retro toaster some guy made into a pc over at mini-itx.com

mmmmmmmmmmtea.

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I'm hatching a plan to escape from Texas. I just can't take it anymore. I pretend to fit in, but I hate it here.

Must. Get. Out.

I'm hatching a plan to escape from Texas. I just can't take it anymore. I pretend to fit in, but I hate it here.

Must. Get. Out.

Staring at the computer at midnight, feeling like a ghost in my own life, wondering how I ended up not only at this website, but at this completely static point. Wishing I still could drink the way I used to without feeling like shit. Thankful I at least have a very good husband and two very good dogs but wondering how I've fucked myself up the way I have. Enough? I think so.

trying to find a balance between entitlement (read: obnoxious self-absorption which i despise in others) and being flimsy and undecisive, equally annoying. today i'm doing pretty well.

also wishing i had time to bake bread today, but i'll be out probably all afternoon and evening.

on the edge of my seat,

Waiting on a trucker.

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talking on the phone

Why so green and lonely?
Heaven sent you to me.


We are accidents waiting to happen.

We are accidents waiting to happen.

needing designer coffee

is sitting in a cubicle in the Midwest

drinnking beer,paying bills.

reminiscing about the seaside town in my dreams.

tripping to this Bogus Bush Regime. . . . it's all done with numbers and mirrors.

sitting in a hotel in Philadelphia. Actually, the signs around here say Bala Cynwyd. Who'd a thunk Cynwyd would be pronounced Kinwood. Not I.

drinking Yuengling in my hotel room. Who'd a thunk it would be pronounced Yingling. Not I. These Pennsylvanians and their Fred Warings are weird.

Dougie, southeastern PA's got all sorts of hard-to-pronounce names. Blame all the Welsh immigrants.

Ex: Uwchlan

I was 13 when I finally learned how to pronounce that. (Yoo-cluhn)

I'm laying down on my bed. I can't sleep. I can't write. I need a coke. I'm looking at a ceiling fan listening to BBC news.

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odoro penso all' odore del litio

Perch� cos� verde e solitario?

Siamo tutti incidenti che attendono per accadere.

Translating what Spider is saying.

freaking,
i think i've ruined my eyes by looking at this computer screen for over five years.
BLAST!

"without the French we would still be a dependency of England"

I didn't trust my Italian and used Babelfish in my last WAYD post. I think it's not the best translation.

Aloa, je suis uno, uno di un vicolo, vivo con due ragazze: una � nata in equador, l' altra � russa. Spade nelle vene, chimica sconvolge realt�, chiodi nel cervello, afidi nel cervello, cervello! I hate them all, via amo, sono uno schifo, actually I'm doing a good job: my sensibilty increased, my intellectual power has extended my coscience to many things. Do you "Melencolia I"? It' s Durer. Un' incisore rinascimentale. Ma io non voglio essere violento, io ho paura, ma sorpasser� questa falsa paura, s� sar� Stavrogin,sar� Raskolnikov! Who is this guy that? What the hell does he pretend to be? Viaggiare; Who is spider? Sorabji is Basquiat? Sorry guys.

good god,this shows that all folks who get to this page are bombed out on booze,i am going to get some r.emm sleep.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzz.

i am in the matrix of sorabji.how do i get out.not easy when your drunk.

getting even more drunk.do i ever get out of this matrix,or do i die here ,and spend eternaty talking to dead threads.

Alessandro, sei mio fratello?

appreciating the fact that during the night the monitor here had a red haze over the sorabji home page and now it has blown up.

We be getting stupid in your area
Causing all kinds of hysteria
My beats is sick like malaria
But don't worry I'll take care of ya

waiting for Da Ali G Show to appear tomorrow on one of the HBO stations.

i was reading through some
old bulletin board post from
2000- when i used to visit
sorabji daily.

i feel kind of nostalgic.

Laundry...I'm always doing laundry. Arrgh!

i hate my job

Where did you find that picture of my baby?! . . .I knew I had them on the way to Uncle Frank's!

Where did you find that picture of my baby?! . . .I knew I had them on the way to Uncle Frank's!