eating carrots and trying to fuck off as much as possible while on the clock

eating carrots and trying to fuck off as much as possible while on the clock

excited. i sent an email to one of the djs at knrk (alternative) and i won a 12-pack of snapple and 2 cds. is this a great summer or what?

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Covered in bits of ceiling board.

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pinkish.

I tried to dye my hair pink the other day. just my bangs and a strand on either side of my face. it came out kind of reddish-blond. So I lightened the hair and tried again. now it starts out pink at the roots and slowly turns into an orangy sort of color.

maybe I'll try again with a stronger dye. maaaaybe.

Gee is punk rock!

trying to figure out why i thought semillama was a female. i think it is because i am a dyke and i think everyone should be. sorry about that so will HE answer the question?

is thinking Semillama would be easily converted to dykism.

Wishing I hadn't spoken to anyone today.

Laughing about this Sem gender confusion,several people thought I was a man,go figure.

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I could make the lame ass comment about being a lesbian trapped ina man's body, but I won't, as far as why Portland is being discussed, scroll up to 7/5/00, 5:28pm.

Everyone should be a dyke? How silly. I'm a heterosexual male and I don't think everyone should be that.

Thinking about how much I love my penis, and I love women, and how lesbianism is great fun, but still how glad I am to be fully functioning male, and not a panda bear. (Panda erections only last thirty seconds)

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avoiding work.

Thinking about how much I love men who love women.

Yes baby! Even though I'm manless at present, it's testosterone that gets my joints jumpin.'

Love the 'man smell' you guys have got after you're freshly scrubbed, love the chest hair and strong, hard limbs. Love it all the more when there's a sparkling, perceptive intellect balanced perfectly with kindness, gentleness. It what makes this girly-girl love her own feminine power and want to turn it on full throttle for you.

All girl wants all man!!

jesus christ.
enough with the personal ads!

i was into it.

but then i'm having a bad day...

Got a bit carried away there Rocket, sorry.

Mark, I find your boyish scruffiness positively adorable anyway.

I love being female.

Did you know hat parasites outnumber all other types of animal life (ie, herbivores and carnivores) by 4 to 1, and that some actually take over the host's MIND? It's true, it's true.

Does teh dairy industry make US parasites?

wishes may bring problems
such that you regreat them.
better that, though,
than to never get them.

quote of the day

by robert downey jr., when asked which was worse - the los angeles county men's central jail, where he spent 113 days in '97 & '98, or the california state prison in which he now resides:

"That's like asking a cellist if they prefer speed metal to acid rock," he says, "because I love both facilities equally, and I admire their tandem homage to torture."

- vanity fair.

a suggestor of another quote of the day:

a reporter once asked ghandi what he thought of modern civilization.

ghandi replied: "that would be a good idea."

what do you think?

do you think?

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a snot.

i was folding and organizing dress shirts today and i got called to unlock the mens fitting room. so i did.

i walked over there and i let the man in and his wife was all mad. here is an attempted replecation of our convorsation, if you can call it that.

"it wasn't locked before!"

"well, it's had a lock since before ibegan working here."

"how long have you worked here?"

"a few weeks."

"well, no wonder."

"well, i'm sorry. they keep it locked for security reasons since it's not used enough to require someone to just sit and watch people go in and out."

"well don't be, you little snot!!!"

i have several questions about this:

(1) why was she so angry in the first place when her husband didn't mind at all?

(2) was i that rude to be doing my job instead of keeping an eye on the fitting room?

(3) since when does a six-foot-tall woman qualify as "little?"


oh, and the thoughts on sexuality:

i don't understand it. somehow laughter attracts more people than being dressed all sexy-like. maybe i scare all the boys by being taller than them and strange.

the only boyfriend i ever had that i'd still want to date is gay.

i've been informed through another friend (someone who knew him much longer than i did) that he thinks "boston is like a gay portland."

this was the same day as i rode the max home from my youth symphony concert along with some participants in a gay pride parade. one woman handed me a flower and toldme that i was beautiful.

that was one of the nicest compliments i've ever heard. most strangers won't do that.

it's nice to know that there are people around that aren't afraid to do good things.

if my expiriences stand for what would happen to me during the rest of my life, i'd definately try to be a lesbian.

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not caring about anyone else but me. tha's right. i'm sick of screaming inside my head all day, it's giving me a fucking headache. if i call, there's no one on the other line. things inexplicably fail on me. then i realize that it's only me. tha i've failed myself and everybody else. then i realize no, stop your wallowing you drunk. and what i really need is a slap in the face to get on with it. that and maybe a lollipop to suck on.

Because of password problems, I am unable to get at my work email, which sucks tremendously. I have no way of gettin gin contact with most of my volunteers or they me until it is fixed.

i never dreamed i could be sooo haaaapppppy.

Freezing my sweet bippy off.

I can't believe my employers think it's necessary to not only air condition, but to refrigerate this place.

It's a big building, too. Must be expensive.

People have started bringing little space heaters to survive.

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Feeling my stomach about to upturn....Did you ever have one of those days that just starts out WRONG! I had to clean up the garbage spread all over the yard by the neighbor dog, then found out my starter might be fizucked on my car, and to top it off, I have to do to court in Illinois on Sunday...a ten hour drive.

...it was then that he noticed the parrot.

People from Portland are easy to spot. They're the ones in front of you at the gas pump sitting in the car waiting for somebody to come out and pump their gas - at an unmanned cardlock station.

well, soooorrr-eee! i've never pumped gas in my own life. one time my mom and i stopped for gas on our way to camp (i didn't have my licence yet, i was only 15!) and we had to wait for at lest 15 minutes for anyone to even try explaining it to us.

i know it's not exactly rocket science, but it's also something you have to be at least fairly accustomed to doing in order to do it properly.

i can fill up a lawnmower, but i've never had to fill up a car. i've never driven on my own in another state.

and if you think the gas prices are high because of hiring people to be attendants, they're not. washington's are just as high.

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trying to wake up!
i rolled over from some gorgeous and disturbing dreams at 7:37 this morning, and caught my regular bus at 7:44. yikes.
my birthday is in less than a week. 27 is staring me down. i can't wait!

going to do it today.

got the ring about 20 minutes ago.

i have this eerie feeling that this will have less impact on the other half of the population than when magnum got married on PI.

thinking that the suicide hotlines will be overloaded, now that Nate is taking himself off the market.

feeling joyfully refreshed after lolling around in bed until 11 am. but tomorrow i have work, and i won't have another day off until over a week from now! yarrg!

i'm also listening to no doubt and nine inch nails. if i got two free cds, i might as well listen to them...

feeling joyfully refreshed after lolling around in bed until 11 am. but tomorrow i have work, and i won't have another day off until over a week from now! yarrg!

i'm also listening to no doubt and nine inch nails. if i got two free cds, i might as well listen to them...

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a walking contradiction

nothing. nothing! NOTHING!!! mwahahahaha!!!

sorry. i was feeling like a mad scientist for a moment.

i actually picked up my flute and practised today, after not playing for a month... ew.

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being surprised at all the people that know about and are from portland./ it seems so odd. so you are coming here or trying to for a job and your best friend, semi

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going to see "X-Men" in an hour and a half.

Saw the Patriot last night - suprisingly good, althought you could tell the direstor/producers had some problem with the issue of slavery, they seemed to skirt the issue, instead concentrating on depicting the free blacks - which in itself was actually pretty cool.

Not as gory as all I'd heard s well, and shot very well. Some decent acting, but nothing spectacular.

If Gibson makes any more movies like this, he might get banned from England.

working for the first summer in three years.


nate.


married.

puzzling

Give me the strength to wonder, to wonder if I'm free!


Uhn.


Been going to movies this weekend. X-Men was awesome. Went down to LaCrosse afterwards with Steve the Gothic Archaeologist and went to pick up some dice, have some iced coffee and poke around the Deaf Ear.

Picked up A Real Live One by Iron Maiden and Mahg Earwig! by Guided By Voices, $4 each because they only had the discs w/ no inserts. Also picked up Exene Cervenka's Running Sacred. I swear, I don't know what the punk girl thinks, I always get such different things whenever I come in.

utterly shocked by 7/14/2000, 1:44 PM.


x-men was not awsome. not by my standards, anyway. I was a little dissapointed. but I expected to be really dissapointed, so I guess I came out on top.

wondering why gee would watch x-men expecting to be disappointed.

also wondering when mimsi (cute prancing dancing short-haired sweet calico kitty) will come home. if at all.

I WANT MY KITTY!!!

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smiling.

Congratulations, Nate.

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feeling tired and bored, waiting to go to a concert tonight

.
.

tired of myself.

a figment of your imagination.

nick decided he had to be my knight in shining armor today. walked all th way from shoes to help the mens department. and flirt.

too bad he's only 16, because he is pretty cute... i'd love to squeeze his little butt.

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sick and tired of hearing "wazzzzzup"!!!!
Every f@#!ing time I go out to bars some tool has to yell it really loud and in my face!!! If it's not the D.J., it's my friend, if it's not my friend, it's the bouncer, if it's not the bouncer, it's the bar tender, if it's not the bar tender, it's some drunk looser hanging out the window of his friend's car trying to make people laugh...Enough already!!!
That commercial is yesterday's news. It was funny about 6 months ago!!!
I'm not shitting you, this was my weekend. People asking me...wazzzzzzup!!!!

Does anybody out there feel the same way?????

I feel so out of touch.

Yes, I hear it all the time.

I've never seen that commercial

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engaged

thinking about its car that is in a different city 40 miles up a canyon awaiting an $300 alternater job and wondering if having a mate would help matters.

sitting in the morning at the diner on the corner i am waiting at the counter for the man to pur the coffee
and he fills it only halfway and before i even argue he is looking out the window at somebody coming in
do do do do
do do do do
do do do do do do do do

sitting in the morning at the diner on the corner i am waiting at the counter for the man to pur the coffee
and he fills it only halfway and before i even argue he is looking out the window at somebody coming in
do do do do
do do do do
do do do do do do do do

sei un pazzo

nateness, do you mean engaged to be married? or otherwise engaged?

details, boy.

engaged to be married.

dropped a rock on her on friday.

"sitting in the morning at the diner on the corner i am waiting at the counter for the man to pur the coffee
and he fills it only halfway and before i even argue he is looking out the window at somebody coming in
do do do do
do do do do
do do do do do do do do
"

I was just listening to that. Suzanne Vega rules.

counting the days until her birthday.....three.


that's great, zephyr

i actually have not heard that song in a long time.
it popped into my head today when i came to WAYD.

yeeee-haaa

"goodonyamateNate"

"Dropped a rock on her" probably had the same end meaning, but was far more literal a thing 10,000 years ago

trying to vacate
pretty vacant
gosh those bicycle people look familiar

"Mr. & Mrs. Fuck You, You Ass."


should that be hyphenated?

RC is going to be crushed when she hears this news. but good for you nate. she must be something else. best wishes.

eating m&m's

Holding off on working on my website, and thinking about stupid stuff.

And just generally hating most people.

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thinking up more jokes to tell the next time i see luke.

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worried that she'll get asked out by someone.

(she let her last relationship fester. it got icky.)

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